Random stuff and things

Back in the saddle. But barely holding on

Hi everyone. I never really left wattpad as you might have noticed. I have more been a silent guardian for this last year.

I lost my life flare when i started high-school ( or whatever your country has when you turn 16).
I came into a new school with people i never had met earlier, and i lost contact with my crush.
I fell into depression and started having " bad" thought of just ending it. and i still haven't gotten fully back on my feet. But i want to come back and RP again. Or maybe start writing my own stories. But i am not sure if i will ever be the same. It feels as though a part of me is missing, and someone else took it with them when they left.