Girl Who Never Smiles: JungkookxReader

Chapter 4:

Entering the school building like any other day, I pull at my black sweater and sit down in the cafeteria.

Im always early, when i arrive there are only about 20 students in the building. Mostly teachers kids.

I pulled at my sweater again.

Damn thing!

A gift. A gift that i refuse to take off.

This morning I had walked out of my house only to be stopped by a box on my porch.

When i looked inside this sweater laid there neatly folded with a letter sat atop.

As I read the letter i could feel tears begin to form at the rim of my eyes.

'Dear Y/n,

You never talk to me anymore? Have you forgotten about me? Its lonely without your grandfather here with me. The house is so big, too big for an old lady like me. Thats why Im writing you! I thinks its about time I move out of this old depressing house. So Im moving back to town. Maybe when you're done with your classes you can stop by? Of course you don't have to but Id love to see you. My new address is ***************.

Love,
Grandma.

My grandmother came back. I was so happy. I changed my clothes and put on the sweater ready to wear it when I visit her after school. Wearing it made me feel content, even if it was a little unfitting and itchy. It was warm and welcoming, taking me into a haze of nostalgia.

And now I sit and wait, for this school day to be over. Just thinking about being able to see her again maybe me so annoyed with the classroom clocks that ticked painfully slow.

I felt a little relieved when lunch had rolled around and I could sit alone and think to myself... Or so I thought.

That is until a lunch tray smacked down infront of me with violent force making me jump and look up at my attacker.

"What were you doing at my boyfriend's house yesterday!!"

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I sat in the bathroom floor with my head in my hands. I groaned and leaned back against the wall.

"Don't say that Jimin." I huffed out frustrared.

"Well I'm sorry but it's true. She had come by yesterday to hand me your shirt. She said you left it there, she couldn't even look me in the eye Kook!" He said making me feel worse.

Im so stupid...

"When I asked her why you were over there she said it was personal and blushed. Ive been around long enough to know just what kind of personal matter she means."

"I swear I was drunk, I would never do that to her in the right of mind. What do I do! What am I suppose to tell her! I'll break her heart..." I said voice breaking a little.

Jimin put a reassuring hand on my shoulder.

"Im sure she'll understand. It is Nari were talking about." Jimin said rubbing my shoulder lightly.

Yeah but thats the problem. If it were any other girl I wouldnt feel as bad. Its because it was Nari that I just want to die.

Nari is your basic childhood friend. We've known eachother forever and have been friends forever. Nari however had developed feelings for me, sometime last year she had confessed to me. I was so shocked taken back when she told me.

Of course I didn't have feelings for her, so I let her down.

I held her as she cried silent tears. Tears she tried so hard to hide.

That day I swore I would do everything in my power to make up for it.

I made sure to never lead her on, I stopped getting her gifts on holidays like valentine's day so that she wouldnt gwt any ideas or be reminded of rejection.

I introduced her to guys I knew were good and would treat her well. So far shw hasn't taking a liking to anyone which concerned me.

I did everything I could think of, and I thought it was working. And maybe it was. But I just had to ruin it atthat party.

I dont remember what happened. I dont wanna remember.

After I had left Y/n's house I went home. At some time around 11pm I got a text from Taehyung saying there was a party at Jins again, and that Namjoon was there and agreed to sneak us some drinks if we promised to keep it secret.

So I agreed and went to the party.

With Jin out of sight, I drank. Like. A. Monster.

Everything was a blur.

I remember loud music,

Dancing,

Flashinglights,

And Nari....

I was nearly passed out laying in the grass of Jin backyard.

Thats when I saw her standing over me, concern and slight disappointment written all over her face.

It wasn't until she proceeded to help me off the ground, that I completely blacked out.

This morning I woke up in my bed, so I had just assumed someone had brought me home.

"My biggest question at the moment.." Jimin started, folding his arms over his chest.

"Why did Nari do it?"

I sighed, "I don't know Jimin. I just wish she hadn't."

"Oh? Got nothing to say as per usual! Do you just think you're better than us?! Huh?!?! Do you think you're so above it all that you can't speak to anyone?! Then you have the nerve to try and steal my man?!?!?!?! Well you've got another thing coming bitch!! No one can take Jungkook away from me! Especially not you're ugly ass!"

Me and Jimin shared a confused glance before rushing to the cafeteria to see what was going on.

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