Seeing the Colors

Who do you love?

Morning birds chirped and homes of people lit up with light, dogs barking, and people driving to either get away for the weekend or go to work but not Stan, Stan had no one to hang out with, Kenny was acting weird and Cartman was just nowhere to be seen or heard from in three days. Stan sat up looking out the window and took a heavy breath realizing figures that came rushing to his head was just a nightmare probably from the alcohol he consumed the night before.

_________Stan___POV________

"LOVE OF GOD" I take a breath before calming myself down. I still have nightmares from losing Kyle and it just gets worse every night no matter how I try to sleep in peace. sometimes I just skip sleep all together, it can be three to four days before I even can because how vivid the nightmares get between the nights but drinking makes it easier but not much.

I sit up and kick the covers off of myself and to the side of the bed. I stair at my bear feet and rest my head on my now propped up knees getting lost in thought. "I miss waking up next to him...he always would move his arm around me and shake me awake and I would fight him to let me sleep which always ended up with him underneath me until he let me sleep or if I woke up first he bribe me really shitty drawn out pieces of paper that said IOU good for one homework assignment haha or the smile he would give with his grate big smile and his breathtaking green eyes that were so bright in the mornings I swear it could compete with the sun. Every time we somehow managed to get out of bed I would give him a piggyback ride down the stairs and to the kitchen most of the time just falling on my face when we got down there, his perfect this offering that warm smile like always before we made a disaster of the kitchen trying to make breakfast before one of our parents would come down and made it for us. I miss that so much."

I move my head away from my knees and wipe off a small tear that was left on my face before moving my feet to the side of the bed and hoping off. Walking over to my dresser I pull out some clean underwear and pants along with a blue shirt before heading to my bathroom to take a shower. "Fuck my life, today is going to be sooo fucking long" I pull off my shirt and down my boxers so I can step in the shower. It goes as normal you know turn on the water, use soap on my body, wash out my hair and shampoo it, the out of nowhere I hear something next to the small window on the other side of it so I listen closely "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU FEED THAT THING!!!"" My face turns as red as a tomato hearing someone's voice and a click of a camera, I looked outside the window to see a Clyde and I gave him a pissed off put embarrassed face covering my..."boy parts".. "What the Fuck Clyde!" I say seriously confused and angry at what just happened. ""HA umm well you see umm I don't know I just saw you and you never know maybe your boyfriend wants to see when you find him" I watched as Clyde rubbed the back of his neck nervously looking at me still naked in the middle of my shower. "DUDE HES NOT MY BOYFRIEND FOR ONE AND YOU HAVE TO DELETE THAT RIGHT NOW" I scared.
"But why I mean you have nothing to be ashamed of" he said to my response. This is when I just looked at him dead in the eyes and turned around stepping out the shower "I think I'm done showering for now" the only people that have seen my majestic unicorn horn the last couple years since it started growing and that has been Kyle and Wendy, Wendy because I made the stupid decision of getting back with her but that ended up like normal and I just kind of gave up and Kyle because we did everything together, even change in the same room it wasn't that big of a deal I mean we are super best friends for life I mean if he still is alive but I have hope.

I quickly get dressed and eat breakfast before heading out the door. When I get out the door I see Clyde and Scott staring at his phone which I can only assume is to the picture that he just took so I did what any normal civilized person would do... I TACKLED THE BITCH AND FORCED HIM TO GIVE ME HIS PHONE SO I COULD DELETE THE PICTURE. And Scott kinda just stood there and watched while laughing at Clyde, I also thought it was kinda funny.