Chapter 23
JASEY'S POV
Niall and I have been insurable since the night he told me he was going on tour again, which was 3 weeks ago. I still haven't said anything about how I heard him tell me that he loved me.
We've been dating for a little over a month now. He's leaving next month and I'm scared that something bad is going to happen while he's gone. I mean he's going to be away for 8 months and I'm just scared that he'll get drunk and cheat on me or something. I was over think all of this and I needed to stop or else I'll come up with worse thoughts.
"Hey Ni?"
He didn't hear me, he was too focused on his phone. So I kicked him in the shin.
"Ow! What the fuck Jay?" He yelled grabbing his shin.
"Maybe you should listen when I talk to you."
He mumbled a sorry while rubbing his shin and going back to his phone.
"What the hell is so important on your phone?"
He sighed. "Nothing."
"If it's nothing why won't you talk to me!"
He threw his phone on the couch and groaned.
"Fine Jasey! I'll fucking talk what do you wanna talk about? I'll talk about anything!"
In all honesty I was scared shitless because Niall has never yelled at me and he is scary as fuck when he's angry.
"It's okay you can go back to your phone I'll just go to my room." I whispered and got up.
"No Jasey I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell at you." I nodded. After that we were watching tv and Niall was still texting someone.
"Who are ya talkin to?"
"Liam." He didn't even look up.
"What are yo-" He cut me off.
"Jay enough with the questions. I have something to tell you."
Oh god this isn't going to be good I already knew that.
"Okay."
He took a breath in.
"I have to leave next week."
I stopped breathing. What is air again? How do you even breathe?
"what?" I croaked.
"I'm sorry babe I just found out this morning that's why I snapped at you. I was fighting with management and I lost it."
I was holding in tears. I was too afraid to say anything because I knew if I opened my mouth I would cry.
"please say something Jasey."
I shook my head no.
"Okay well at least come here love."
I scooted over to him and he pulled me on his lap. I snuggled into his chest. We sat there in silence for a couple minutes.
"Hey Niall."
He mumbled a yes.
"I love you."
They both love each other! Niall's leaving in a week. Thanks for reading! Love y'all.
