Titles...(Harry)

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(Sad)

I guess it was the whole relationsip that took her under the pressure. She wanted marriage and dedication and I just wanted a new title. Being the Player as a title is pretty difficult to accept. Believe me. So I guess my story kind of started out harsh and ends even worse...

Before you know it, just keep in mind that majority of the part...it was never the title that mattered.

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"So, Styles. I guess you took my advice and took my sister out eh?" Liam snickered. "God if you hurt her I will murder you."

"Don't put your panties in a bunch, loser." I responded. "I will take good care of the girl as long as I won't have the title."

"Of course. I 'll make it go away from you in a blink of an eye. As long as you give my sis the time of her life." Liam said, winking.

He left somewhere to his class and shut the door behind him. Smirking in satisfaction, I rubbed my hands together.

I had it all planned out:

1) Pretend of love Y/n

2) Get the Title off.

3) Break it off

4) Graduate

Ah, plans, right? I knew that Y/n has had the biggest crush on me, but she was the total nerd of the school. She was once cool and stuff, but then I don't even know. Something about becoming this self harm person and then...poof. Questions stirred and nobody remembered the poor kid.

But hey, this thing is a win win situation. I get what I want and she becomes that popular blossom she once was. Perfect, right?

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Month 1

I took her out to some place downtown and she was really nervous. Like, she almost pissed herself nervous. Not only that her dres was so dark and her face wasn't really sure about this. Don't get me wrong, she is totally hot...but it is how she acts that makes me want to flip the table. Like, she is literally inner and outer geek alert that gives me the bad vibes.

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Month 2

Alright, so Y/n is starting to get way more comfortable with me. She was letting it flow and we kissed a few time. Whatever. I mean, I guess the plan is going perfectly. I needed myself to have a little fun, so I went back to that girl in my History class, Payton. She is totally hot. Not just that, but chill and has a free life.

Y/n doesn't know...neither does her oblivious brother, Liam. I guess oblivion runs in the family.

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Month 3

She is so annoying, damnmit! I can't believe she found out about Payton! We got in this huge fight and she struck me on my jaw. I was all pissed off and nearly broke her couch. Luckily her parents or brother weren't there. They were out of town and such.

I noticed that she looked pretty cute while mad. She blushes red and everything...but she is too annoying.

My title is slowly wearing off.

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Month 4

Oh man, oh man. I think I'm slowly coming into conclusion that Y/n is seriously more than what I have expected. When she does this laugh, it just makes me tingle in the inside. Not just that, but her smile. Oh man. Oh man! Her smile makes me all giggly and shit! She tells me the deep stuff like what her favorite color is. Also, how much she loves long sleeves for a weird reason. Not just that, but how much of a daddy's girl she is and how she loves green apples.

She is wondrous...

Wait

What the hell..?!

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Month 5

I think that I have developed feelings for her. She makes me forget about all the wrong things in life and everything. Not only that, but she makes me....happy. Y/n gives me this feeling that no one else could and it just feels....different.

It's like, whenever I am around her...I can't help but feel a thing in my chest. Like, when you get a present from your parents for Christmas and you are slowly unwrapping the gift. That kind of feeling.

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Month 6

Man, I conclude that I do have feelings for Y/n. I took her out to the Carnival and we had a blast. But the worst thing happened.

So, I was climbing her window and creeped inside to find her. I almost got caught by her mother, but thank God for closets. As I walked to her bathroom door, I opened it and saw her there.

Blood was leaking from her arms. It was terrible. I guess that's why she loves long sleeves. When I tried to ask why, she just shunned me away.

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Month 7

Y/n promised to where long sleeves so cutting was never a problem. She would tell me stories about her broken family and how much she misses her brother. I guess they never really kept in touch and he never showed her affection. She also mentioned how much it hurt when she found out I was cheating, but also how much it was unbearable without me.

She makes me feel special.

The titles didn't even mean anything anymore,

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Month 8

I love Y/n....I can't believe it.

But in the first time in forever...I have found love.

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Month 9

We got in this huge fight. She found out about the title thing because of that girl in History class...Payton. So, I have noticed that she has been even more shady with me. This past month, it feels like I am the only one holding the relationship together. All the time, I feel the pain in my chest.

A week later...

I caught the cuts on her legs and I just couldn't hold back anymore. I continued to scream, but her lifeless body was just emotionless. I wanted to help her, but the pain was unbearable.

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Present Day...

I remember it thoroughly. She stood up and left without a word. Who would of know...a crash. She drove far and was coincidentally hit by a car running a red light.

I attended and hosted the funeral.

The...woman I've loved...

In an open casket.

Questions ran by my head...many.

Meeting up with Liam after the funeral was probably the hardest to do. He slipped a note in my hand.

Reading it, I couldn't help but cry:

You Are My Infinity, Harry...My Life.

-Y/n

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