Gone

Unfolding the past

I knew immediately that the key I found yesterday was the key to unlock the dairy.
I grab the key and run out to read the dairy.
I use the key and the dairy clicks open.
The dairy looks like a typical teenage girl's dairy, pink with flowers. Ugh I hate it. I open the first page.
( Everything in italics is the dairy entry and the normal font is what y/n thinks as she reads that passage.)
Dear dairy,
I've gotten used to the fact for the past few months that someone is watching me. But whenever I turn around, there is, no one around. But I have to keep this to myself. I don't want to be called 'crazy' or 'stupid'. School was more of the same...boring. The only thing fun today was hanging out with Taehyung❤️ and Lizzie . And I couldn't believe it when Taehyung hugged me before I went back home. He must have some feelings right? Ughhhhhh I have to do homework. Now how do i end this? ~

I couldn't stop smiling at the lame dairy entry. But there were a lot of clues in this one page itself. Somehow I feel like Lizzie is Su-yeon's friend. Maybe even best friend and I don't think Taehyung and her were a couple at this point of time. But she's definitely crushing on him. I turn the page to read the next entry.

Dear dairy,
I feel like crying. I feel like I should give up everything. Lizzie just told me that she likes Taehyung. What should I do? I've liked him for 2 years now. In cant give up on him. I thought she knew that I like him. I WILL not give up on Kim Taehyung. He's mine and mine alone. But Lizzie is my best friend I know her since I've been able to walk. I can't break her heart like that. She's a nerd,OK? He's her first crush. It will break her heart if I tell her I like him too. And to make things worse Taehyung has asked me to meet him at the grand park tomorrow after school. What if he confesses? How will I reply? I can't say no! I can't say yes either! Ahhhh.... What do I do ????? If you'll excuse me now. I need to go and cry myself out of this miserable thing called life.~

It all felt as if I was READING a kdrama. I couldn't help but chuckle as I read it. I know she was experiencing pain, confusion and dilemma but the way she writes them down just amuses me. I turn to the next page, the more I get to know, the better.

Dear dairy,
He did it. He finally did it. He asked me out. Took him long enough. But my reply had to be ,"I need time." And run out of the park. Ughhh. Why do I have to be such and idiot?!? But I can't break Lizzie. But I can't always think about others too. I'm going to say yes.~

Wow. 3 days in her life has more boy trouble than 23 years in my life. Damn girl you must be good with the guys to score a guy like Kim Taehyung.
I turn the page to read the next entry.

Dear dairy,
It's finally official. Me and Kim Taehyung are officially dating. He held my hand!!!! He bought me ice cream too!!!!! Omo He's toooo sweeeet..... But I didn't tell Lizzie yet. I can't I'll probably end up breaking the poor girl's heart. It's better if she finds the out from someone else. I can't bring myself to tell her about this. But still... This is the best day in my lifeeeeee!!~

I don't know why but I find this strangely cute. I was about to turn flip the next page when I get a text from an unknown number. The phone was given to me buy the parents after my return.

Unknown: I see your back
Unknown: forgot our deal already?

Okay, I would be lying if I said I wasn't creeped out by the text.

Me to Unknown: who the hell are you ?
Unknown: you seriously forgot me?

I stop with that I can't reply to that text. I don't know who that is. But Su-yeon does. I have just enough to shove my phone back into my pocket and close the dairy as I hear footsteps approaching. I quickly turn to find Taehyung.
"Lizzie is here to see you. Your mom told me to call for you."
"She's here?" I was surprised
"Yea come now she's not going to be waiting for you all day you know."
"Ok ok I'm coming. Why do you have to be so mean about it." I say as we start to walk
"I'm sorry if it sounded mean. You know once I would like for us to go to grand park again."
I was shocked. Should I say yes? I open my mouth but nothing cones out. I try again but nothing again. Ok 2!3!
"Y-yea s-sure." I stutter. I guess he noticed that . He was ..... Smirking?
We enter through the back door and made our way to the living room. There I see a girl.. Obviously my age. But she looks like Bill gate's assistant. In her black and white business outfit. She looks at me and comes running to me. We hug.
"I missed you so much."
"Me t-too." I choke out, she's hugging me a bit too hard.
She realises and lets go of me.
"I know our past wasn't great. But you going missing made me realise how much I miss you."
"It's ok the past is past."
She looks at me confused. Did say something wrong?.....again?