The Fangirl: A Team Crafted / PrestonPlayz Fanfic

Chapter 12 >:D

Oh, sweet, sweet revenge is coming. The songs typed in this chapter are very good, I suggest you go listen to them. They are Human by Christina Perri and Remember When by Chris Wallace. Anyways, enjoy the chapter loves!

Melina's Pov.

Everyone had their alarm clocks set for around 9 o'clock. I heard mine go off, so I slammed my hand down over the top of it, turning it off. I rolled out of bed and walked to the mirror. I grimaced at the reflection infront of me and went to take a shower.

I pulled my outfit for the day out of my suitcase and trudged towards the bathroom. As I walked into the bathroom I looked at my reflection again. "Ugly..." I whispered to myself. I saw a razor sitting by the sink and picked it up. I slowly and shakily touched it to my skin. I held it there for a second, but I couldn't bring myself to drag it across my wrist.

I let out a loud sigh and set it back down on the counter. I shook my head and stripped down. I stepped into the shower and turned the water on, making sure it wasn't too cold.

I washed myself while I sang to whatever song came to mind.

I can hold my breath,

I can bite my tongue,

I can stay awake for days if that's what you want,

Be your number one,

I can fake a smile,

I can force a laugh,

I can dance and play the part if that's what you ask,

Give you all I am,

I can do it,

I can do it,

I can do it.

But I'm only human,

And I bleed when I fall down,

I'm only human,

And I crash and I break down,

Your words in my head, knives in my heart,

You build me up and then I fall apart,

I'm only human,

Yeah.

I can turn it on,

Be a good machine,

I can hold the weight of worlds if that's what you need,

Be your everything,

I can do it,

I can do it,

I'll get through it.

But I'm only human,

And I bleed when I fall down,

I'm only human,

And I crash and I break down,

Your words in my head, knives in my heart,

You build me up and then I fall apart,

I'm only human,

Yeah.

I'm only human,

I'm only human,

Just a little human.

I can take so much,