Chapter four: Goodbye?

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Cameron POV

The Police officer took me to the hospital,where my parents where.They sent me up to the room where they laid.

Tears were pouring from my eyes."W-what happened to th-them?"

"They were hit by a drunk driver,the driver died with the impact but we don't have any news from your parents."Then a doctor came up to me.

"Are you Cameron Nettles?"he asked and I nodded not trusting myself to talk.

"Your mother has a few bruises,cuts and she was bleeding internally but we managed to stop it on time."

"Oh My Gosh!W-what about my dad?"

*Sigh*"I'm sorry we did everything we could but we couldn't save him."More tears poured out as I collapsed on the ground.The doctor left leaving me alone on the ground.

I can't do this anymore!

I got up and ran all the way home.I collapsed on my bed when I got there.I looked at the time,12:00,midnight.I couldn't live like this anymore.I walked down stairs and took the knife from the kitchen.I left a note for anyone who found me...if they find me,in the living room.I sat in the middle of the living room not caring if I'm the first thing any one sees.

"I'm sorry mama...I love you."I said as I made deep cuts on my wrist.My vision became blurry and before I passed out I heard the front door open and yelling.

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*1 Month Later*

I opened my eyes up to only shut them from the bright light.I let out a groan as I got up and looked at my surroundings.I saw a girl with dark brown hair and fair skin.She laid her head on her hands while she held mine.I tried to get away from her grip and that woke her up.

"CAMERON!YOUR AWAKE!"she said.I know realized the girl...it was my sister,Dani.Dani is my older sister who moved to New York to go to college and we barely heard from her.

"D-Dani?"

"Are you ok?How are you feeling?Why would you do that?What happened?"She asked many questions.I told her everything that happened these past few months.

"OMG!I'm so sorry!Why didn't you call me?!"

"I didn't think--"

"I'll always be here for you Cameron!"

"So,do you know?"

She looked down ready to break down in tears."Yes"

"I couldn't take it anymore!I just wanted to end my life!"

"Suicide isn't the answer!You have so many people that love you!"she said in tears.I hugged her and she hugged me back tightly.

"I-I'm sorry"I said into her shoulder

"Just please don't do it again."

"Ok"

The doctor came in and said that I needed to go to therapy or I'd be put in a foster home.He gave us updates about our mom and said that she hasn't woken up yet and that he'd let us know when she does.

A few days passed and I had to go to school forcefully by my sister.My mom still hasn't woken up and I feared that she'd leave us.We had our dad's funeral as well...I'll miss him very much.I walked into the hallways and all eyes were on me.I put my hood over my head and put my headphones in with the volume high.I went to my first class that was empty and sat their crying my eyes out.I wiped away the tears as students started coming into class.

I got my work from all the teachers and went to detention.I didn't want to be near Casey or Lili.My day was still hell,whenever they got the chance they'd mess with me and I'd just walk away not wanting to get into more trouble.I went home and locked myself in my room.Dani was taking two month away from college so that she could be with family,but I knew that she was taking online courses.I fell asleep listening to music and with tears falling from my eyes.

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