Handful

quick, easy

peaceful, painless

they stare back

those killers 

a whole handful

for me

it would be so quick

to down them all

so easy 

to end it finally

so peaceful

to pass calmly

so painless

to end it comfortable

but

time would be so slow

with all of you gone

it would be so hard

the go through each day

so agitating

to not hear your voice

so painful

to know you can't live

they stare back 

those killers

a whole handful

so I stare back too

as a victim

a whole victim 

still alive

that one handful 

can kill

can crush

can depress

can ruin

don't let it be the death of you.