Star-Crossed [AN EXO FANFICTION]

CHAPTER 6

*bold italicized words means character's thought

CHAPTER 6

 

            Time flies so fast, its already Friday tomorrow. I looked at my table digital clock, 12:24am.

 

            Sheesh, I can’t sleep. My door creaked open, and I have to act that I’m asleep. The moment the door closed, I smell alcohol. It’s my appa.

 

            He stumbled his way to my bed. Ugh, he stinks. He sat beside me and rest his back on the wall. He sighed,

            “Neul Mi-yah, chongmal mianhe. Sorry, I have to destroy your life. You’ve changed so much. I haven’t seen you smile. That smile you got from your mom..”

           

At the mention of my mom, my tears started to well.

           

“Sorry, if I gave in into temptation. I loved your mother so much, I still do now. Everything that I am doing now, this is all just a game. My life was a crap when I woke up beside a naked woman after a night out with my officemates. Your mom knew about it because that bitch came into our house…”

            My tears already streamed down my face… “I was so stupid to let that happen that she has to lose her trust to me. But I didn’t gave up until I proved to her that I am trustworthy. But the day, I got fired at work. It feels like the world is on my shoulders, it wasn’t just a work to me. Writing was my life. I got home drunk and I’ve touched your mother in a harsh way. She got bruises, I was so depressed then, but she said she understand. You don’t know all of that because we want to keep it a secret from you and Dae Jung. We sent you to Jeju for a vacation but we just did that to keep you all away from our problems. But on the day of your comeback, that bitch showed up again saying that I have to marry her. She was claiming that your mom was the real mistress after all. But that wasn’t true. Your mom didn’t took it easy, she was hysterical. She was crying endless. The next thing I knew, I couldn’t find her. I was about to find her but Dae Jung called to fetch you up. I can’t do anything. When we came here, you were so excited to see your eomma. You rushed into our bedroom only to see the actual suicide she did. And you hid the letter from us and read it yourself. You didn’t listen to me. You started to hate the world. Hate me. Hate all the boys you meet. You even dumped Chanyeol as a bestfriend because you think he’s like me. I can see how he looks at you, it was the way I look at your mother. We were happy then, but that one stupid mistake ruined it all.”

 

            My appa started crying, “I hope you’ll be careful with your actions because the next thing you knew, everything is gone. Goodnight my princess, I miss you, I hope you’ll forgive me. You’re strong, even stronger than your mother.”

           

            He kissed my hair and went out of my room. And from there, I cried harder. Now, I knew what happened, a door opened in my heart to give my father a chance. But I admit it, this life is so hard. I continued to cry until I fell asleep.

 

                                                                        Xxx

 

            “Goodmorning, Neul Mi,” my brother greeted me.

            “What’s good in the morning when I saw your face?” I blurted out harshly.