My Play Daddy

Dear School, I hate your guts

I'm not gonna sugar coat it, I'm not gonna lie about anything, I'm just gonna jump straight to the point. I think I'm falling for my dad...let me explain.

I have a daddy, my birth father, he calls me Angel. I have a dad, my school father, he calls me daughter or my nickname, Harley. He is me and my "sisters" (Janessa) dad. He's funny, nice and kinda cute. What am I saying he's beautiful. Janessa ships us together, like why do you ship your sister and y'all dad that's really weird.

Yet again she does hate my boyfriend, oh did I mention I got one of those. His name is Riley he is the definition of a dumb nerd. Glasses, braces, lean, and failing grades yeah a dumb nerd. He has liked me for years now and I'm just now giving him a chance.

I feel bad he doesn't really know how I feel about him. He loves me and I get so annoyed by him. He plays games....on his phone so much it's sad. Like what are you doing? He is just not what I want in I guy. I wanna break up with him I'm just too nice. On the other hand my dad he is so awesome and so amazing I'm surprised he isn't tired of me and Janessa yet.

There is just one small tiny problem my dad....well he's a hoe. He dates so many girls and has sex with some many of them in one week its horrible. He has sex with 30 girls in one week before not over exaggerating at all. How has he not have aids yet he does so much with so many girls it's sad. I think the reason I like him so much is that he makes me so happy. I don't know what to do all I know is that I do not wanna go to school tomorrow

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-Monday morning, first day back-

As I'm walking off the bus I already regret getting up as I see everyone I get anxious. I rush into the school with all the other people rushing in pushing people. I step to the side and look for my sister its hard to see her (she is only 5'0 and I'm 5'4 so it was hard in the large crowd of tall high school boys) in the stamped but I finally see her. She walks to me and my face lights up

"Hi sister how ya been"?

"I'm good Janessa actually perfect and you"?

I lied nothing is perfect I can't even tell you what perfect is if I'm gonna be truthful. Life is the worst thing I could receive I used to pray I would die in my sleep, I wanted to be with my mom. Oh, yeah my mom she died when I was 7 worst April fools ever. I thought it was a prank nope she is really gone.

My dad got remarried when I asked like 8 or 9. I started to cut myself in 6th grade and still do to this day. I was not perfect

We always go to breakfast we meet up with people we know and talk. Every day on the way to breakfast we meet up with dad. We see him and run up to him as always.

"Hi dad, how ya doing"

"I'm good Janessa, I mean daughter. Better now I see Y'all".

I sit there quietly I always get nervous around him and I didn't know why until now.

"Hey, Angel, my other beautiful daughter how's it going"?

"I-I-I'm good, I feel perfect and happy this morning."
I truly wanna die though.

"That's amazing yes now can we go to breakfast I'm starving."

"Omg come on Janessa your always starving"

Me, Janessa and dad, we are gonna call him by his real name its Jay yes I know so basically yet so beautiful, we go to breakfast. There we see Renesmee, Mike(Renesmee's boyfriend), Johnathan, Riley, and Tiana. I know kind of underwhelming but we have a small circle and we like it that way.

As I walk in every day to sit down Riley walks up to me and try to hug me it never happens because of two reasons Jay and Janessa. They both hate him Janessa likes nun of my boyfriends I have ever had the really hates Riley though. Jay thinks he is just bad news. Riley hits me a lot I tell them he is just playing but they never listen they know the truth.

I went swimming this past summer with Janessa and Jay (they are my only real friends, they are more like family). I wear a bikini most of the time and I forgot all about everything on my body. I had bruises on my legs and stomach and arms. Janessa new I cut through she knew all about it Jay didn't. He ignored my bruises at first and looked straight at my arm and thighs. Me being stupid I ignored the sad/mad looks on there face. Jay walked up to me and looked me up and down and I realized everything the bruises the cuts everything.

Janessa was crying how sad she was Jay just looked mad and disappointed. I started to cry and it wouldn't stop I was scared at what he could do he has never seen me like this... beaten.

"Why Angel? WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF?!??!??!"

"I-I-I-I don't know he hits me a-a-a-and I'm not good enough I'm worthless n-n-nou-".

"YOU ARE NOt worthless my love you have the world in your hands. We are here for you baby girl. Angel promise me you won't do this to yourself anymore".

"Jay I don't know if-".

"Angel proMISE ME YOU WON'T DO IT TO YOURself anymore please"!!

"OK OK I p-p-promise I w-w-wont cut myself anymore".

Jay looked at Janessa after me and hugged her until she stopped crying. It took a minute but he talked her down until she stopped. After the huge commotion, Jay took us to his place we decided it wasn't a good day for swimming; we stayed at this house for weeks and that was summer for us.

So that sums up why they hate him the most he is abusive and they don't want him touching me. Riley is extremely scared of Jay he is 6'4 tall buff but not too buff and just scary when you first see him. He is really just a big cuddly bear though. So when he saw Jay step in front of me he backs down. I sit next to Renesmee, Janessa next to me, and Jay next to her.

I love our little circle it's small but genuine. It's like everything just falls in place everyone here makes me happy they; complete me I would not make it without them. We laugh and talked until the bell rung. I and Janessa have all the same classes except two I have those two with Jay and she has those two with Renesmee.

*Schedule with circle*
1.Me, Janessa, Renesmee
2.Me, Janessa, Tiana, Johnathan
3.Me, Jay
4.Me, Janessa, Mike, Tiana, Riley
5.Me, Janessa, Renesmee
6. Me, Janessa, Riley
7. Me, Jay, Renesmee

Yup, that's it off to first period me, Janessa and Renesmee go the dreaded math class. I like math and I'm pretty good at it Renesmee and Janessa hates it and copy's off of me.

"Hopefully our teacher won't have her head up her ass the first day".

"Oh my god Renesmee chill its the first day".

"What Angel you know its true, most of these teachers have dicks all the way down there throats the first day".

Janessa bust out laughing as always as me and Renesmee talk about the teacher as we head off to first period. We get to class and we sit in the back (Janessa, Me, Renesmee). You are probably wondering what's going on with me and Renesmee. Like why are we talking and laugh more than me and Vanessa? We have a connection...were used to date. Oh and forgot... I'm bisexual.

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Omg this chapter though leaving you with a little sexuality cliffhanger. This was a lot to right I just came up with this like a week ago and had to get it approved by the friends. I hope y'all really like this new book I'm doing I'm gonna actually try this time. I wrote a lot more than usual so hope Y'all enjoy. I still love y'all to death

Love,
Angel❤