My Play Daddy

Torturing Car Ride

"JAY ALEXANDER SMITH I SWEAR TO GOD WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK WAS THAT!"

"Okay, so one your yelling, two don't you ever say my full name ever again in the entirety of your life."

"OH NO DON'T YOU DARE TURN THIS ON ME IM NOT THE ONE WHO KISSED MY DAUGHTER BACK THERE!"

"Okay ew don't say that your not my real daughter you're my play daughter. I know what I did back there and there is a very good explanation for that."

"AND THAT MIGHT BE?"

I swear if he says something stupid like because I was rushing him or that I snore in my sleep it will be the last thing he ever speaks.

"Okay, so you know Angie yeah of course you do. Well then you know how much I have had sex with her, yeah I need that to go away. See I used her as a getaway for when my parents would leave and I felt lonely. I know what your thinking I always had you and Nessa, yeah I know but I didn't want to always depend on you two. So I need her to leave me alone and I need to stop having sex with her all the time. I also want this playboy image to go away I know people know I'm a hoe so maybe if I get a girlfriend people would stop thinking so poorly of me..."

"Jay where the hell is this going? Just get to the fucking point or I will hurt you as your driving."

"Okay Okay well...ermmmm...i need you to be my...girlfriend."

"No!"

"Why Angel it would be perfect people already think we date even before the kiss today. I know you, you know me."

"Exactly I know you and yes I love you man but I know that I can't give you what you want when you want it."

"What are you talking about?"

"Sex Jay I'm talking about sex, I can't do all that."

"Angel its not like we are going to be really dating you don't have to have sex with me."

"Okay, so...you had to FUCKING KISS ME! IN FRONT OF EVERYONE! YOU COULDN'T HAVE ASKED ME FIRST!?"

"Actually no because I knew you would say no. So I was like just kiss her and tell people yall go out so that's what I did."

"Wait WHAT!? You told people we date? Jay WE DONT FUCKING DATE!"

"Well, Angel sorry to tell you but your my girlfriend now and there is no going back."

"No! Hell no, Jay! I don't want to be your girlfriend!"

*Jay's P.O.V.*

Angel is really pissed. She is yelling at me, she called me by my full name and she is really pissing me off. It's not that big of a deal dating me isn't bad at all like what the fuck. I pulled over and I tried I really tried to restrain myself but I'm sorry it just slipped out.

"SO YOU DON'T WANT TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND HUH ANGEL?"

"NO NO I DO NOT JAY YOU WOULDN'T LAST IN THE RELATIONSHIP YOU WOULD GO FUCK SOME OTHER GIRL AND EVERYONE WOULD FIND OUT THAT YOUR STILL A HOE!"

I look Angel dead in her face and said the words I promised myself I would never say aloud.

"IT'S SO FUNNY YOU SAY THAT ANGEK BECAUSE THE OTHER DAY WHEN YOU "CONFESSED, "YOUR LOVE FOR ME AT THE HOSPITAL TELLS ME SOMETHING DIFFERENT!"

Angel just looked at me with a scared look on her face but no I wasn't done she got me started so I was going to finish.

"YEAH ANGEL I HEARD IT ALL! HOW YOU THINK I'M PERFECT AND AMAZING! HOW YOU LOVE ME BUT CAN'T TELL ME! YEAH, ANGEL, I HEARD IT ALL! HOW YOU THINK YOU'RE JUST MY DORKY DAUGHTER! AND YOUR RIGHT I DONT AND WILL NEVER SEE YOU IN ANY LOVING RELATIONSHIP WAY!"

She was frozen. She didn't move she just sat there looking at me. The only movement there is to her is the tears building up in her eyes. Did I feel bad? No. Should I have feel bad? Yes, of course. I watched as her tears built up and fell slowly from her eyes. Then she just looked forward and mumbled,

"Just take me home."

It was the first time she didn't yell today. I looked at her and she looked lifeless now, like everything she was hiding the big secret she was keeping was out, and that's what happened. Angel knows I know she loves me. That will never change it can't go back in and that's all my fault. I even told her I don't love her that way and I didn't even say it I yelled it. Now I feel bad. Angel spoke again,

"Please I just want to go home"

Angel never wants to go home she hates her house. So to hear her say she wants to go to her house more than mines hurt. It really did hurt. But I wasn't going to force her to stay at my house. So I did as she pleased and I took her home. It was a silent torturing car ride. I could just see Angel out the corner of my eye crying but making no noise. We pulled up to her driveway and she grabbed her things. She hopped out and then she took off my hoodie. I forgot she had it on. She placed my hoodie on the seat and looked at me.

"Bye Jay."

That was all she said and I just watched her walk in her house. I don't know why it feels like she is saying bye forever.

I don't know... maybe she is.

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Yep I know I'm never going to get any public notice if I don't start posting more. But that's cool I'm going through it but as long as I'm doing something I love im okay.
Love-
Angel