Dear Jay, I'm In Love With You

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Jay's P.O.V.

I wake up and see Angel's face, she looks so peaceful. Like she is actually okay like she feels safe.  She is still breathing so all is good. It feels kinda nice here with her she is warm and soft, she is mine she is my daughter. I feel as if I was meant for this like I was meant to be here with her. She is just so angelic I see why her parents named her Angel, she truly is an angel.

I move her hair out of her face and kiss her four head, the sun from the window hits her perfectly. She squints her eyes at the sun. She starts to wake up slowly and I act as if I was asleep.

Angel's P.O.V.

I start to wake up because the sun was in my face. I see Jay is still lying next to me he looks so cute. He is breathing so softly, his hair is messy and his lips parted slightly. He looks so smooth like he is stone. He looks so happy but serious. I want him, I want him to be more than a "dad" or friend. He doesn't like me though he doesn't want anything more than a close friendship with me.

"Jay your so perfect and amazing I wish you could know how I feel about you but I can't tell you, you would just laugh. You would say how your bad for me and how we wouldn't work out how you would hurt me. But I don't really care I want you, all of you I'm in love with you, but I'm just your dorky daughter."

I told him how I feel but he would never know and that's the sad part the part where he will never know and he will never truly be mine.

Jay's P.O.V.

I hear everything every little thing she said I analyzed her words as she said each one. I don't know how to feel but I don't feel bad or shocked or unhappy I'm happy she said it. I'm just gonna act normal like I know nothing I'm gonna be me normal me around her like all I was was sleep. I start to act like I'm waking up I see her looking at me, remember Jay normal. 

"Good morning beautiful. How did you sleep?"

"I slept pretty well I was warm."

"Yeah me too it was cold on the couch, happy you called me up here."

"Me too I was freezing until you got up here. I'm still kinda cold."

"Well, I'm here now you won't have to be cold anymore."

I pull her closer to me as I tell her she won't have to be cold then I realize Angel is naked. Not like naked, naked she has one of those hospital gowns on but there is that long slit in the back that exposes her ass. She is also cold making her nipples hard so when I pull her close I feel them through the thin material. This turns me on why I have no idea she is my daughter is not supposed to feel this way. My dick starts to get hard and I can't control it.

I'm trying to think of anything disgusting anything that doesn't make me feel this way. Nothing is working I think she is going to notice soon I'm just prying for a miracle now. Lucky for me a doctor walks in.

"Okay, you two I'm gonna need to check Angel out so she will be released today."

"Yeah of course doctor I will leave you to it I will just be in the restroom down the hall if you need me."

I rush out the room and down the hall to take care of the problem I have going on. God, I hope she didn't notice.

Angel's P.O.V.

Jay just rushed out of the room like he didn't want to be near me it felt weird. The doctor checks me out. Looks at my blood pressure, temperature, my lungs, my heart beat everything. When the doctor is done Jay still isn't back so I check my phone to see what I missed.

Mom missed call(5)

My best fucking friend/sister missed call(9)

Instagram

Instagram

Snapchat

Snapchat

Snapchat

I call my mom she doesn't answer, I call Janessa she says she cant talk at the moment. so I just go to Instagram and see what happened nothing much. I go to Snapchat and send the few streaks I have. After I finish all of that Jay finally walks in.

"Jay where have you been its been almost an hour?"

"I told you and the doctor that I was going to the restroom."

"So you had to pee for a whole hour?"

"No, not really-"

"Okay, then what took you so long because you didn't take your phone."

"Nothing Angel just leave it alone."

"No, where were you? Did you leave the hospital?"

"No, I didn't leave the hospital. Why would I leave the hospital?"

"I don't know for one of your early morning hookups? You won't tell me what took you so long." 

"BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO ANGEL WHY CANT YOU JUST ACCEPT THAT I DON'T WANT YOU TO KNOW EVERYTHING!! AND WHY WOULD I HOOK UP WITH SOME GIRL IF YOU'RE IN THE HOSPITAL?! IM NOT LIKE THAT ANGEL!!"

"Why are you yelling? I didn't yell at you. I just wanted to know where you where you left me alone for an hour you never do that."

I started to feel smaller compared to him than normal like a mouse to an eagle. I sit there playing with my hands as I start to tear up. Why? I don't know. Jay walks over to me as a tear falls from my face.

Jay's P.O.V.

I immediately regret yelling at Angel as I whipped the tears off her face. I just forget how fragile she is sometimes, I forget I cant yell at her like I yell at everyone else. I sit next to her on the bed and continue to whipping her tears.

"Angel I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell at you. I just really don't want you to know why I was out so long it was really nothing. And don't ever think I would ever hook up with a girl while you're in the hospital."

I wasn't about to tell Angel hey yeah I was in the restroom because you made my dick hard and I had to jack off because it was at the point of no return nothing serious. Like no I'm going to lie to her I'm not gonna tell her that. I feel bad though because i always tell her I'm not gonna yell at her but I do and she starts crying and I start feeling so bad because I lied to her.

The doctor comes back and tells angel to get dressed so we can leave and she stands up and I was just thinking why me god. she gets up and I lie down on the bed and she asks if I can close my eyes so I do. When I thought she was done, she wasn't,  I opened my eyes and I saw her boobs and I feel like she isn't my daughter anymore. I feel like I feel this way because of what she told me when i was "sleep". I hurry and close my eyes so I wouldn't get turned on again and so she wouldn't notice.

"Angel, are you done yet I'm trying to go?"

"Yeah I'm done you can open your eyes."

I open my eyes and she is dressed finally. we go to the front desk and she signs herself out and we walk to my car.

"Angel, are you going home or to my house?"

She looks at me with a are you dumb look and I just know.

"Okay my house it is."

I hope nothing happens because I'm not trying to do anything wrong.

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Okay so the chapter is pretty late but my friends talked me into making it this weekend. Its mothers day weekend so I don't expect any reads but I really do hope yall enjoy I have been working on this book more than my other book. I work on my computer now so everything should be better. I really hope yall like this chapter hopefully the next chapter will be out next week.

Love, Angel 




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