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Chapter 2|Don't Panic

We finally made it into school and since school was about to start we parted our ways and got to class. Me and Brandon went to Math while Nessa went to History.

When we walked in I immediately saw my arch enemy Olivia ugh I hated her guts. She was like a ratchet version of Regina George. She's hated me since the day I started my youtube channel. We walked in and took our seats towards the back, as Ms.Asselin started teaching her unnecessary lesson I zoned out and started talking to Brandon through facial expressions. You know the ones, but once Brandon tried to do a püma face I couldnt hold my laugh, I practically fell out my chair and of course Ms.Asselin got mad.

"Ms.Liddell I don't think this lesson is funny!"

"Neither do I."

"Well then why are you laughing young lady."

"Because I'm a happy person."

"Well you can go be a happy person with the dean!"

"Are you for real? That's kind of extreme."

"You know what! I'm done! Go outside!"

"Gladly."

And with that I walked out, the bell was about to ring anyway.

About ten minutes later the bell had rung and Brandon came out and put his arm around me. He looked at me and said "See this is why were best friends."

I laughed and nodded.

We went to go get our friend Emma since we had the next class together.

We saw her walking and I immediately ran over to her and hugged her. She was absolutely gorgeous, people said I looked like her but I will never ever be as pretty as her, she was like tumblr girl gorgeous.

"Hey JenJen!"

"Hey Em! You ready to sing our hearts out?"

"Lol of course DO RE MI FA SO LA TI DO"

Me and her both busted out laughing and Brandon looked at us like we were crazy. We both just walked off singing Heartbreak On The Big Screen by 5SOS one of my all time favorite bands, only after One Direction of course. oh yeah I almost forgot to mention I wanna be a singer when I grow up. if you ever hung out with me you know I'm always singing something.

We walk into class and sit in our seats, Brandon with his group and Me and Emma sitting by ourselves talking about the upcoming Magcon (I don't know if there's an upcoming one this is for the sake of the story) she tells me its in Florida and I tell her I'm going to Florida this summer. She almost has a heart attack and she asks me when but then my all time favorite teacher Ms.Chi walks in and we immediately end our conversation.

All through Choir I couldn't even concentrate, all I could think about was Hayes, yep you guessed it, I'm a Hayes girl but he would never love me, I mean I'm so ugly. Maybe this is the bad thing that I felt was gonna happen. All of a sudden I get sort of dizzy and my palms start to sweat I can barely breath and I look over at Brandon who is the only other person who knows how to calm me during my panic attacks besides Nessa. He gets the message and runs to Ms.Chi to tell her and ask her if he can take me outside to calm me down. She agrees and he runs to me and takes me out the class. As soon as we step out I start crying and he rubs my back and tries to calm me. I can't believe I had a panic attack...I havent had one in years..