Ruined - BTS PJM [21+]

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I don't know for how many days I've been imprisoned. But it seemed like forever. And my condition is getting worse, both mentally as well as physically. Well, it has never been good since I came here. Not even God knows how it feels to be tormented everyday like this.

Days have passed.

One day that familiar woman came into my cubicle. I knew what was gonna happen to me. I'm going to be his fuck toy, again! The woman looked away with disgust. My clothes were torn and soaked with dried blood, for that I assumed she is not a vampire.

I was taken into that heavenly chamber, cleaned and dressed well. It was a long black dress with lace on it. I look at myself, in the mirror, hopeless, as she applied perfumes on me. The dark circles under my eyes were concealed.

Doesn't he have someone else to fuck? Why should it be me to be his punching bag and fuck toy?

I guess, there's still some effects on him. Even if he hates me, there may have something pulling him to me. That's the eternal bond of love. Even the witches can't conceal it forever.

After grooming myself for the disgusting fuck night, the lady went without speaking a word. I sat there alone in quietness.

What a pathetic creature I am?

I sighed.

After few hours, I heard the door clicking and my soulmate came in. My heart pounded heavily as he locked the door behind him.

Every time my heart raced for him, it was nothing but a game to him and all he wanted was to play with me until I break, just like a toy.

If I had a knife on my hand, I swear to God, I wouldn't jump into him and stab him in the heart, but stab myself until I die than being tormented by him.

A playful smirk ran across his face.

"I like that sound. It's so rhythmic and makes me wanna drink you to the last drop of blood" He mumbled as my heart started to hammer profusely.

I stepped back. I was like a lamb who who struggle for life in front of the lion. Behind me was a table and I jerked up as it touched my back, falling the vase and shattering into piece. I was shivering with fear.

"We tried to track your whereabouts but damn, you were so smart. We couldn't find anyone behind you. I wonder why they sent a cute little kitten to ruin my kingdom.

Look, you can't even speak. Do you think that I may fall for your puppy eyes? Then, you've got it all wrong"

He stepped to where I was standing.

"Tonight, I will find out everything. but first, let's play a little game."

In a split second, he was in front of me, trapping me between him and the table. I closed my eyes afraid to look at him.

He raised my chin and whispered.

"Run!" with that he pushed me to the ground and the back of my head hit the table. I whimpered in pain and backed away from him. The pieces of glasses which shattered around before, pierced my palm. I stood up and ran away from him. He took another vase and threw, it landed on the wall making the whole room roaring with the shattering sound.

From my quivering fingers, I took out the piece of glass on my palm and ran for my life.

"Run kitten, Run!" He screamed as he was reaching for me.

I managed to run to the door and unlocked it. Without thinking twice, I ran away. I could hear the glass breaking behind me but I didn't even look back. All I could see was a staircase in front of me and I climbed it. My long dress dragged behind my back as I was running. I held it up and ran forward. How stupid of me to challenge to a vampire's power.

Just before two stairs to the door, I collapsed as he stepped on my long dress making me stumble. My body was acting fast and I creeped up and pushed the door. The orange color rays of sunset hit him and he jerked back screaming in pain.

I was on the top of the highest tower of the castle. I covered my eyes with hands as it hurt my eyes. I was in darkness and all I was adapted to was, sole darkness.

The sun was shining leaving the sky glowing in yellow, orange and far away, red. The wind blew making my hair dance to the breeze. I saw the light for the first time after a long time of darkness. I have never seen the sky look this beautiful, finally, I was privileged.

A faint smile ran across my face in relief and peace.

I looked at the sunset, as if I was hypnotized. As the sun slowly start to disappear, it hit my mind.

When the darkness comes, he will catch you again and torment you until your last breath.

I looked around for the last time capturing everything I can see. I looked at the clouds I used to wander when I had my wings, when I could fly. And finally I look at the sun which goes down slowly.

The birds flied happily to their homes. I wish I had a home to fly. But I don't have a home, I can't fly. I'm just living my life only for couple of minutes and soon when darkness rises through dusk, I will go back to my old life.

I will never go back to my old life.

Clouds turning into pink and grey. Sun was about to set. I stepped forward and stood on the edge of the border.
I looked at the sun for one last time. Breathing in and closing my eyes, I recalled the life I used to live the fullest, with love and light in my soul.
I remembered everything good I had, as far as I can recall.

"Angele! You are my Angele" I remember how my mom told me near the fountain of love, hugging me.

"I love you, mommy"

And she was my first love.

"My lord, please, it's not a fault to fall in love" I remembered how she begged in front of the lord.

"But falling in love with an enemy of our realm is wrong" I remembered how he spat.

"I, the God of all heavens, expell Angele for the crime of loving a vampire. You may go and live with him but your wings and voice will be taken as a punishment."

"No!" I remember how my mother screamed.

A tear dropped from the corner of my eye.

I remembered how I used to fly, play with my siblings and lived happy, for one last time.

As the last ray of sun disappeared, I jumped.

And that was it. I was pulled back by a strong pair of arms, again.