Thoughts of the Female Mind

Elegy- Thinking of You

Thinking of You

Sitting here and thinking of you;

As I watch the new day dawn;

My heart still bleeds, but that's nothing new;

Twelve years have now come and gone.

I was told that with time the pain would eventually fade;

That my soul would find it's own way to heal;

I comfort myself with the few sweet moments that we made;

But each new day is still like climbing up an impossible hill.

Sometimes I think I can still hear your newborn cries;

And other times I still smell your freshly powdered skin;

All I have to hold are my memories;

And hopes that one day I can finally mend.

Over the years I've shed a million tears;

And a millions times I've asked why;

To this day, I still don't know;

Why you had to leave us so.

I tell myself that God has his plans;

and I trust in him to light my way;

But it still doesn't touch the heartbreaking ache;

Of having to lose you on that fateful day.

A mother's love is eternal;

A mother's love is true;

Until the day we can meet again;

This is the love that I promise you.

Happy twelfth Birthday my sweet angel......... until we meet again.