Your hater (jarchie / cole sprouse x kj apa)

Four. For god sake!

Hiyaaa....how're you doing? I'm very depressed these days so it's gonna be a slow update. Enjoy guys, hope you have a better day than mine :) ps. Listen to colors by Halsey I promise you'll have fun ;)
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Cole's pov.
It's been three weeks.
Three motherf**king weeks since I talked informally with him. It's always been like "Hello" or "Goodbye" and then our script lines that we act for.
And...I even freaking admit it...I admit that I miss him, is he trying to make me die? Cause I'm going to seriously kill myself if he doesn't talk to me for another week.
I have to make a move...no-not like that! Just...I want to go out to the nearest restaurant and eat some burgers....god I literally sound like as Jughead....recently Lili and kJ broke up...maybe that's why he's distant. But he never even talked to me when he was dating her...did Lili do anything to him...because I swear I'll-
*knock*
I realise that Camila's standing by the door...looking at me with puzzled eyes...I'd probably react the same if I were her. "Um...for the past....ten minutes I've been standing here and you're just chewing your pen...what happened Cole? You know you can talk to me...'' she tries to sit with me but I back away. "L-look I'm...alright so just leave me alone-"
"Is this about kJ and him being so quite with you?"
How does she know???
I clear my throat and shift my gaze towards the ground "How do you know-not that I really am worried about him...why would that be true? wait...why do you think I'm worried about him?" I blurt out a lot of questions which makes it even more obvious...oh great Cole....you ruined everything once again.
Camila pats my back from which I wince back in return and stand up...but she turns me towards her by the shoulder and says "Wait...Cole...I know something is wrong between you two." I widen my eyes in horror..."But don't worry... I'll keep it a secret...look I-i know that you two despised eachother from the start...but hate to break it to you...you two make it soooo obvious to not know it...there's something else between you guys isn't it?" She finishes that all in one go.
I sigh deeply "Look...Camila...I don't really know also why kJ is so...difficult nowadays...like-he...he acts like I'm not even here and..I hated him but it gets lonely and..."
Before even ending the sentence I start to cry...Camila looks at me in awe..."Hey hey hey....don't worry...I can...can go talk to him..without referring to you and..."
I stutter "No! I mean...if you want yeah...sure" I cross my arms. She laughs at my bad lying skills..."Oh Cole...no but...really trust me...I want my friends...well...acquaintances back together again!" I laugh at her words of choice. We both chat until shooting time.
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Kj's pov.
It's dark.
I can't hear anything. I don't want to hear anything. How the heck am I going to....KISS COLE AFTER ONE WEEK?!? He hates me, he despises me, he dislikes me....those mean the same things....ahhhh....help....oh...god.
He's here with Camila, help my existence, help my life. I wish Lili was here, she always gets me out of these situations, but today she took a day off from shooting, since she had to meet up with her real boyfriend...which is not me.
Oh my....The handsome-I mean the nice suited devil is here...oh god he looked at me...please don't come...please-
He's coming towards me...oh no...oh no...OH GOD.
Change position now...shift your gaze kJ, look away. Why is any of this not helping me?
I turn my back towards him as if I'm busy in something else...suddenly I hear my death calling for me behind me...if that makes any freaking sense.
"Hey kJ how are you?"
God...I slowly turn around...wiping the terror that was on my face. "Hey! Uh how are you? Long time no talk huh." I awkwardly scratch my hand and fidget with my jacket.
He then, takes my hand to which my reaction is to flinch...nice try kJ...I try to question the actions but he pulls me outside, where the big lawn is and aka. Where Cole smokes cigs and jogs.
"What is going on?" I nervously chuckle to which he just....laughs...Why is he laughing? I become...slightly mad at his expressions and try to go back inside but his hand stops me.
"Woah...I was just laughing at your adorable expressions-I um...I mean you looked cute"
Is this actually happening? Did my enemy call me 'cute?' .....Touché,
After a minute of silence I finally speak up. "So why am I here?" To which Cole quickly responds "Well..I wanted to talk...in-in general just, you know...okay coming to the point...why don't you talk to me?"
Oh my god....is it that visible?
I scratch the back of my head..."Well...er..." I try to make an excuse but Cole puts his finger on my l-lips.
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Cole's pov.
I hate myself for this...I know he's making excuses so I put my finger on his lips..."Tell me the truth...now" I demand to which, KJ shivers??? It might've been the wind...
Weird.
kJ sighs and says "I'm jealous of you...that's all"
What.
I quizzically give him a look. He sighs again saying that "You...you always get the attention and...I'm nothing but a broke man with a weird New Zealand accent...that's all"
I look him in the eyes. "That's...all of it?"
He gulps.."yeah...all of it." Why do I have an effect on him?
Either way, I like that. Wait what am I even thinking? You need rest Cole.
I slowly nod as I try to lighten the mood "Let's go for a walk shall we? I mean if you want to stare at me awkwardly then you can but," this causes us both to laugh.
After hours of hanging out we finally make amends and become friends.
Yes, you heard that right...friends.
But somehow I feel...incomplete...not to be dramatic but, friends....
Doesn't have a ring to it.
Cole...what the hell have you've been thinking nowadays....kJ probably thinks you're a fool.
But then again,
I can't confirm that.
But the shivering thing that kJ did...still brings my mind to think about certain things that....
NO COLE SPROUSE.
I try to get some sleep but,
Obviously kJ has to be in my dream.
But Most of all...
I'm glad we're...friends.
I sigh deeply.
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Kj's pov.
I didn't tell him the truth....
Thank
God.
But I can't believe I shivered in front of him...he probably thinks I'm a weirdo or some sh*t. I hope not.
One week.
And it's over. You can do it kj. Just believe in yourself. Can't believe that in a point of my life...I have to kiss Cole Sprouse...and I'm not complaining.
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Hello my fellas....next chapter, it all goes down.
Plus my books are always 5-6 chapters long sooo....yeah.
Bye readers (get ready)