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Raegans POV
Ive been at this hospital for awhile now my personal nurse showed me this room it's empty so it's echoy it's a perfect singing spot I love it here.

I was singing a song that Justin Loves I learned it for him I would sing it for him anytime he wanted. It was "not about angels".

I began to sing I was almost done with the song when. I heard someone singing along it was faint but I could still hear. I started turning around to see who it was but there was no one I walked to the door and looked to my left and I saw Justin I didn't get a good look at his face but that's who he looked like he ran away to fast. I walked out a little more and he was gone dang he can run fast.

I've spent all day looking for him it's like I imagined him or something damnit raegan you need sleep. I went to my room and just went to bed.

Justin's POV
I woke up early I had a dream about raegan it was just a repeat of what happened yesterday.

My nurse came in to check on me

Justin: Susie
Susie: yes
Justin: who is raegan
Susie: I'm not really supposed to give out information about the other patients here
I nodded sadly
Susie: but i can tell you what hes like
Justin: ok
Susie: he's very sweet he likes to sing he's really good at it.. would you like to meet him
I nodded happily
Susie: ok I'll talk to his Nurse about it.

Raegans POV
My nurse Karen came in with Susie I don't know her well but she's pretty nice.

Karen: raegan you know we got a new patient Right. I nodded
Karen: well he would like to meet you and this is his nurse.
Raegan: what's his name
Susie: his name is Justin. OMG I didn't imagine him he's actually here
Raegan: when can I see him
Susie: he's getting ready so by breakfast
Karen: you guys can meet in the room where you sing since so you guys will have privacy. I nodded I got ready to see Justin. I realized that I knew it was just right away when I saw him why didn't he know it was me what he forgot about me. I was getting really nervous my heart started pounding. Then I heard a knock at the door who was scared really bad I screamed it come in and my nurse came in

Karen: come on it's time to meet Justin she smiled
I nodded and followed her to my singing room.

I walked in and and there was....no one Justin must not be here yet I waited for him. Then him and his nurse walked he looked at me I smiled very big and my eyes started to water he looked at me as if he barely knew me.

Justin's POV
I'm walking down the hall to the room where I saw raegan. I walked and saw him and his nurse his eyes started to water but I just looked at him as if I didn't know him.

Raegan: Justin his voice cracked
Justin: raegan I questioned he nodded and a single tear fell from his eye. I started crying also we hugged I forgot how much I love being in his arms omg this felt so right I don't remember all the stuff we did together I just remember him.

Raegan and I are sitting down talking our nurses left so we could talk. I still didn't really know who he was.

Justin: so who are you exactly I think we used to date I don't remember much
Raegan: why can't you remember anything
Justin: my dad was worried about me and took me to this place they hypnotize me and then I forgot about you I'm sorry
Raegan: its ok where together now
Justin: so how did you end up here
Raegan: dang you really don't remember much huh
Justin: nope
Raegan: well um I'm bipolar and I was really angry and one day I texted you a good morning text and you didn't reply and I got really met you and I yelled at you and choked you and that's how I ended up here and yes we Did used to date but I broke up with you cause I was coming here and I felt that I was a danger to you. I remember that now I remember him choking me and how he yelled and our last kiss.
Raegan: so how did you get here
Justin: oh uh so when I went to a therapist office when they made me forget about you I only remember some stuff about you like that you were tall that you have long brown hair and I always felt like something was missing that I thought it was you but I can never find you I didn't know your name or his I could reach you and all of my friends you told me that you didn't exist that i was imagining you but I knew that was wrong and I didn't like the feeling of feeling empty inside and I knew I needed you so I tried to try to......kill myself

Raegans POV
My heart sank when I heard that even when I wasn't with him I was hurting him I knew I was no good for him. I started crying I felt so bad what I put him though

Raegan: I'm so sorry Justin I didn't mean to make depressed I thought that if I came here you would be better
Justin: raegan its ok and I know you don't like me saying that but it really is if I wasn't depressed and tried to kill myself we would have never reunited "everything happens for a reason" you literally live by that quote
Raegan: your right I do....but I still feel bad he said getting up . I got in front of him
Justin: dont

We talked a little more about this hospital and how things work.

Justin: can we talk about use I really don't remember much of the things we Did together.
Raegan: yeah sure uh well when I asked you out we literally knew each other for like 2 days
Justin: really
Raegan: yeah I feel for you really fast
Justin: um who said I love you first
Raegan: you did yeah you skipped School and set up this little movie date in your basement.
Justin: what about our first kiss
Raegan: that was at a party before we started dating and I pretended to be drunk.

He told me couple more stories and I eventually remembered everything. And he showed me some pictures of us.

Our nurses came back to get use damn we must have talked for hours it was dark when they came. We said goodbye and hugged and we went to our rooms.

I missed him so much I want him to be mine again I could never not want to be with him I still love him so much I just want to hold him and kiss him. Since I had my memory back I thought about all the stuff we did.

Hope you enjoyed.... PEACE!!!

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