where is he

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Raegans POV
I wake up and instantly think of Justin I still love him very much I never stopped but I don't know if he still loves me I put him through so much and all I want is for him to be happy again.

No matter how much I love him I could never get back together with him I know I'll just hurt him again mentally and physically and I don't wanna do that.

I get out of bed and get dressed and go to the eating hall that's where everyone is I grab some frosted flakes and begin to eat.

I'm on my way back to room and I bump into Justin. Turning the corner

Raegan: oh sorry
Justin: it's ok ive been looking for you
Raegan: you have
Justin: yeah I wanted to do something with you
Raegan: oh like what
Justin: I don't know what can you do here
Raegan: we can go in the game room it can be like old times
Justin: yeah ok

I bought Justin to the game room he really wanted to play pool but he played air hockey

Justin: I remember playing this with you and me making you drinks in the bar
Raegan: I remember you getting a little drunk
Justin: I can't hold my liquor
Raegan: I can
Justin: I know you can....do you still drink and stuff
Raegan: no I quit while we were still together
Justin: you did
Raegan: yeah I thought if I didn't you would leave me
Justin: I would never leave you....but I guess you can leave me. He said walking away
Raegan: Justin don't be like that I didn't want to leave you weren't safe with me
Justin: I wasn't safe without you...I needed you
Raegan: I'm really sorry that I got you in here but let's not forget I'm in here because of you. I get angry easily he knows that
Justin: yeah right you almost choking me to death is my fault
Raegan: yeah if you weren't always with that Damon kid and spent some time with me I wouldn't have gotten mad
Justin: you told me you were mad cause I didn't answer your text not cause I was hanging with Damon (oh yeah their like yelling at each other now)
Raegan: I was mad at you for both of those reasons
Justin: why why were you mad you think I liked him that I was falling for him
Raegan: I'm bipolar people I've dated can't handle that but you could I don't know how but you are the only one that could handle me and I thought I messed everything up I did think you were falling for him I thought were gonna break up with me you kept blowing me off to go with him Justin I'm so easily replaceable. Your right I am the reason your in here and I'm sorry I'm so sorry and im also the reason I'm in here I should've just talked to you about how I was feeling. I was balling my eyes out. Justin came to me and tried to hug me.
Raegan: no don't touch me I ran out the room and just ran I ran out the doors to the building I just ran to the woods that are in the back of the building I ran deep into the woods I guess I tripped on a trees stomp cause I feel hurt my ankle and hit my head on a rock the I guess that knocked me out ( I would have said "then everything went black" but everyone uses that and I wanna be different)

Justin's POV
Shit I fucked up I didn't mean to upset him I love him so much I have to find him I went to his room he wasn't there I went to the main room nothing I went his singing spot and nothing I was getting worried he was no where to be found I ran into his nurse and she was also looking for him we went to the surveillance room and checked the cameras we saw that he ran out the building.

People went out to look for him and they wouldn't let me go with I just hope they find him soon.

Enjoy... PEACE!!!!

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