Sometimes one-sided love its ended well but sometimes it could hurt yourself.
I always had a crush on namjoon,we've being friend since elementary school
where ever he go i would follow,but now times change
Kim Namjoon that I knew since elementary and now are so different.
He would only hangout with his friends and barely talk to me.
To him I'm just a friend, but for me he is everything.
Every morning I'll see him walking to school.
"Morning joonie" I smile as my eyes become smaller.
"Yah! stop calling me that. what if someone heard it" He low his voices so that no one heard it.
I could see how irritate he is. "Fine! Sorry, I've been go to overboard
I wouldn't do it again namjoon-ah" I smile even though it hurt.
"Whatever! I'll go first, bye" He ran to his friends
In class you sit with your bestfriend Cassie,She keep looking at you.
"Hey clare,you do that bitter-broken-pieces-heart face again"
You look at her "No! I didn't" you pouting "Yes you are!" Cassie she is typical girl that hard to fight back "You already knew it,but still you keep asking about it" you rolled your eyeballs. "Why don't you just confess to him Clare,if you just keep stared nor do nothing that guy name Namjoon won't be yours" she give me her best annoying face. "Your saying like that was the easy things to do" you sigh.. "Well up to you, I didn't want to force you but who would know that he probably likes you back." You look at her
Is it true, If i confess would he likes me back?
That weekend you try to call Namjoon, you try to listened to your friend Cassie.
"Hello Namjoon, this is me Clare."
"Yeah I know. What's up?"
"Can I meet you now?"
"For? If it important I'll go meet you"
"It is important, please Namjoon"
Namjoon quite for a moment then he said "alright. Let just meet at the park"
You walk to the park which is not far from your house.
You see Namjoon at the bench sitting there while waiting you.
"Hey Namjoon, Thank you for coming" You smile at him.
"What is it? just cut to the chase"
You were hesitate at first. You try to calm yourself
"I.. I... I.. "
"I? I what?!" He literally annoying with me
"I like you!! I like you since we were friend" You shut your eyes tight can't barely watch his face.
"You what? You like me?" He laugh at me.
"Are you out of your mind?" He ask again.
You just stare at him
"Sorry but I'm not interested in you, bye."
He leave you there alone.
Tears coming out. You sitting there alone while crying.
After that happen you barely see him. He always tried to avoided you.
Sorry for been gone such a long time. I've been busy lately with college and assignment. Clare this is for you. Please forgive my grammar I'm not really fluent in English. And to Clare I'm so so sorry for taking this Namjoon ff such a long time
