A Timshel

Chapter 1

Hello Cold World

            It’s been a year and a half already, finishing up my schooling in just months no. I would finally be graduating from Albuquerque Fight University, I was excited. Just needing to pass a few more tests then I’m off.

Your probably wondering; where have I been up to all this time besides just school. I’ve been making many new friends here like my best friend Liam, Heather is still around but I haven’t seen her since Christmas, in fact I haven’t seen anyone except Jacob since then. For your probing minds wondering on how Jacob and I are, we have a tight loving relationship. Yes we have fights here and there but we got through them were far from a perfect couple but we try. Monti has been calling all the time asking about how everything is and visits quite often he already has a girlfriend he’s imprinted on, her names Hayley and she’s such a sweet girl.

My father has been extremely ill from cancer the last few months; we all found out around the fall but he didn’t want me to come back and care for him. I talk to him every chance I get to let him know I’m thinking of him, the doctor has said he’s going down hill which makes me extremely stressed because we still haven’t sorted out any paper work and my dad is stubborn and won’t do it.

He’s been having Jacob and Carlisle come and watches over him same with Edward. Edward and I are still close and I still hear he and Bella haven’t gotten married but will soon after I’m finished here.

Today I’ve been having a funny feeling, like something is gonna happen but I don’t know what. I’m in my room with Liam writing a verse for a song we’re putting together nicely.

“So what do you think if we put this line and put it in the next transition it would fit a lot better” Liam said asking my opinion and smiling like a little kid.

“I like it better here ‘cause it makes more sense together, maybe if we put a snippet of a guitar solo between maybe that will help?” I said as I sat on my bed and Liam sat across on my computer chair.

“Perfect, it would sound a lot better” he agreed and began to rearrange some things around and erasing things.

Few moments later I heard a knock at the door; a secret knock only me and one other person used. I rolled off my bed throwing my guitar at Liam and crawling onto my feet to get to the door like a ninja.

I opened it to find the most beautiful being; Jacob stood there it felt like years since I’ve seen him even though it was only a few days ago since I face timed him.

“Jake what are you doing here” I exclaimed jumping into his arms giving him a tight hug.

Something was wrong though he felt tense; I could feel he was angry and upset but what about? He let me down on my feet at the same time I looked up to him trying to read him. Jacob grabbed my hand and walked in closing the door but eyed Liam.

“Could you please excuse us Liam I need to talk to Kora alone” Jake said coldly.

I cocked my head to the side thinking what was up and I wanted to know now. I went over to Liam and hugged him.

“I’ll go to your dorm later and we can finish the song, okay?” I asked him and Liam just nodded and left telling Jake goodbye.

“Why are you so angry, did Billy ground you or something?” I asked jokingly feeling the tension in the air getting thicker.

“We need to talk, it’s about your dad” he said quickly and quietly looking away from me taking a seat on the small bed.

“Did something happen? Is he alright? He’s fine and getting better right?” I kept flying questions out my mouth in complete worry. What happened?

“He died this morning from heart failure. I’m so so sorry babe my dad went to check on him and he was already gone, Carlisle said he died in his sleep that he didn’t suffer any pain”

The words kept swimming in my mind like it was a dream of sorta, my dad couldn’t be dead it was all a joke my dad wouldn’t leave me alone he couldn’t be gone. I knew I should have been home taking care of him.

“No your lying he’s not gone this is some sick joke!” I yelled shaking feeling the tears slip down my cheeks. I started to hyperventilate which is when Jake take hold of me and held me to him trying to comfort me.

“I’m so sorry babe is there anything you want me to do?” he asked soothingly.

“I…I…daddy” I said and started sobbing for him I wanted my dad back, why did cancer have to take him!

Looking around my room I grabbed my Peter Rabbit baby blanket my dad gave me, my stuffed Winnie the Pooh, the necklace of a poke ball he bought me for my tenth birthday and a photo of him and I on a swing.

Putting them on the floor I laid down curled in a ball and just cried. Feeling warm arms on my cheek I knew Jacob was there, I opened my eyes to see him in front of me with a few tears of my own.

“What’s with the tears?” I asked with not much emotion in my voice as I hiccupped a little.

“I hate seeing you like this baby, I know what it’s like to loose a parent. Everything’s gonna get better I’ll be here” he whispered with a small smile. I remember Jacob telling me about his mother dying when he was young and it affecting him.

“I’m only 18 though he has to walk me down the isle…and when I have kids he’s supposed to be there to see his first grandson… he was supposed to see me graduate from school here and watch me become famous” I cried he wasn’t supposed to be gone like this.

“He’s still here Kora maybe not physically but he’s in your heart, he’ll always be here you have the memories to hold on to.” Jake tried to sooth me with his words, it helped a bit but I want my daddy back.

“I’ll talk to my teachers and shit about going home and sorting out everything I want to go home” I said crawling into Jakes lap like a small child would do.

I always thought about what my mother was like and wondered what it would be like if she was here because I now have no parents and it hurts like shit.

“When your ready I’ll take you back to La Push, is it fine if I stay here with you babe, I think I have some clothes here from before” he said laughing at the last part which broke me into a small laugh.

“Of course I want you here I need you now more than ever” I said looking up at him, I couldn’t help but melt into his hazel eyes. I kissed him lightly and he responded holding me more.

Even though it was only 9pm I need to sleep because all this crying made me tired. Jake stripped into his boxers and I just was in a tank and my booty underwear shorts. We crawled into the small bed and went to sleep.

A/n: HELLO THERE!!!!!!!! I’m back with this sequel for Eyes On Fire, already some drama for Kora, I know will all miss Apari Roberts but we have new characters coming and some returning.

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