First love//{sequel} Yoongi x Reader

Chapter 1

YOONGI'S POV

Working on the song that Hoseok, Namjoon and I planned to call Cypher, Namjoon and I where sitting in the livingroom. Hoseok was already went in his room as he dedided to sleep.We where up the entire night to write down notes and lycris suggestions.

I started to feel sleepy as well. Next to me Namjoon was sleeping with several sheets all over his body. Some where crunched others where empty. My head felt havy as it bounced back whenever I forced myself to stay awake.

We spend thousands of nights like that, but haven't made a lot of proceces yet. Since our trainee days became quite ruff. We couldn't allow ourself to stop sleeping.

The fact that we had to starve a lot wasn't making it any better. Big hit enertainment was poor. Almost no space to practice and not enough money to by anything.

Also we are pretty unkown and the other companies are taking us down. On one hand Im sad that this was how our futur was looking like but on the other hand I am happy.

Actually I don't have anything to complain about. I can create my own songs, we have a roof over our heads and a bunch of new friends and people who are supporting us. Or at least some.

I never felt close to anybody so this was a new experience for me. People usually see me as the creepy outstanding one. Nobody wanted to talk nor to hang out with me. So I started to spend the breaks inside school sitting on stairs, a corner and sometimes in an empty room, listening to music or sleeping.

Now that the boys where by my side I felt less alone. All of us had a ruff past and we're wasting our youth for fame but if this was the path destiny has decided I'm going to follow than I guess I have no other choice then to greatfully walk on it.

Hey not bad maybe I can use this line for a song? With the last energy I scribbled down the sentences before I felt asleep.The fact that I was sleeping after midnight will be my doom as soon as we start practicing tomorrow. Distracted by Cypher I almost forgot that Y/N will come tomorrow.

Someday I will have to thank her for introducing the boys to me. After all Y/N was the very first person who interacted with me. She picked up a fight with me. I guess this was why I liked her so much. She wasn't afraid in first place.

*Flashback *

A casual day like any other. School wasn't starting yet. Since I still got some time left, I wanted to plug my headphones in my phone before I realized that they where gone. „Mom, Dad did anyone of you know where my headphones are?"

„Yoongi are you waisting your time again with music. You should study!" My mom yelled. Why did I even asked her? This was always her answer when the stuff I'm talking about has something to do with music.

Both of them aren't understanding my love for music and weren't supporting me at all. But I won't give up and show them that people can live a life successfully without a medicine deploma.

Since I settled the dream of becoming a famous raper as my goal, I was creating many lyrics and downloaded music software for making my own songs. I even joined the underground rappers and started a job to pay myself a mic.

Because we're a poor family I couldn't wish anything expensiv from my parents. But I wasn't complaining cause buying thinks yourself with the money you worked for was a great feeling.

Also I didn't want to be a bother for my parents. They are working already more than enought.„Ask your brother." Dad replied so I made the conclusion that they haven't seen my headphone or just aren't carrying.

My brother already shouted no before I got the chance to asked him. Shit they can't be lost. Maybe they are still in school? If I run I can make it on time and look for them before the other students arrive.

„Bye." I runned out of the door. „Bring home good grates." My mom yelled after me. Another one of her standard sentences. Distracted by my worries to not find my headphones and thanks to my blond hair which keep falling into my eyes I haven't seen her at all.

Basically I ran Y/N over but all I said was „I'm sorry." and continued running. When I think about it, it was quite rude to leave her on the ground.

I guess Karma was already planing revange than from that point on destiny seemed to had a thing for us.

For her bad she lost her headphones as well so we picked up a fight over headphones in a music store. Greatfully I tricked Karma and I won. But later on she tripped over me cause I was sleeping on the floor.

Another day I visited her at home. I don't even know why I did that but as we listen to Agust D's, my second identity, music and I figured out that she was liking it we became best friends.

From that point on we spend a lot of time together and told us our deepest secrets. Also about our past, worries and dreams.Trusting that each of us will keep the secret as promised.

*End of flashback*

Namjoon woke me up next morning by screaming my name I was really pissed. How does he dare to wake me up? He knows that we have been working all night long.

"Leave me alone." I mumbled grumpy.But the excited screams from the others made me change my mind. How can they be so loud in the morning? I decided to get up to see what was going on.

This was the moment when I heared her voice. It was different from what I used to hear, more mature. But no doubt that was Y/N.

I felt like a betrayer. Seeing her smiling at me not knowing that I told one of her secrets. The problem was that I can't lie when the others are forcing me to tell what's wrong.

Unfortunately Jimin had that sense to realize whenever someone isn't feeling well. No matter how good they're trying to hide it.

So they figured out that I had been hiding the fact that Y/N got bullied. Especially Jungkook was very angry. But could they blame me for trying to keep a friends secret when she told me to not tell anybody?

I guess they can. Hopefully she will forgive me. A little bit uncomfortable I glared at her while I ruffled my hair as I approached them.

Because of my sleepiness I missed the conversation and was kinda confused as Namjoon and Y/N left the dorm. Where are they going?

As Namjoon came back I realized he had guided Y/N to the flat we brought for her, so she can be with us. We decided to buy her one after I figured out that she was living alone. Now she has us by her side and I will make sure that this fact won't change by any chance.