First love//{sequel} Yoongi x Reader

Chapter 4

YOUR POV

„Close your eyes." „Yoongi what are you planning to do?"  He ignored my question and just went on talking. „Okay now reach out your hands." Without hesitation I did what he said.

It was something like a birthday party and after everyone whished me happy birthday and we ate up the cake they  surprised me with, Yoongi dragged me in excitement into his studio.

Now I was sitting on his beloved chair he was creating music in. I kinda felt special because he had never allowed anyone ever before sitting on it. Maybe that's why Taehyung was pouting?

„Okay now I will hand you something make sure that you don't drop it." I nodded in the direction where his voice came from. I did what he said as I felt the thing on my palms.

"You can open your eyes now." When I glared at him he looked away, slightly blushing." I hope you like it." He mumbled so I glared down at my hands and was about to freak out.

„Yoongi where did you get this from?" Tears of joy build up as I smiled brightly at the actually not published mixtape of Agust D. He was definitely one of my most favorite rappers and Yoongi knew about that.

Probably everyone would knew it because I'm singing along the lyrics, talk about him and make theories about his true identity the entire time. „Well since I'm an underground rapper I got in contact with him." He said proudly while smiling a bit.

„You have connections to Agust D?!" I was speechless but he just nodded and told me to open the album. A polaroid picture used as autograph card caught my attention. I picked it up carefully like it was made out of glass.

„Turn it around." Yoongi observed my movements exactly still smiling proud. I couldn't believe my eyes as I started to read the words on the other side of the polaroid.

>>„Dear Y/N hope you like it. Stay my fan and happy birthday Agust D"<< Happily I got up to jump up and down, while feeling Yoongi's glare at me. It was a personal message just for me.

„Thank you." I whispered after I had calmed down a bit. I need to create something equally awesome to thank Yoongi. But what can I do? Probably something music related?

„You like it?" Yoongi was still glaring at me. „Are you joking? This is the best present ever. Since when are you so kind?" We chuckled as I pulled him into a hug.I was never this thankful before.

„I always was." Yoongi truly was the best friend I ever had.He break the hug and the look in his eyes changed. It was a weird situation how he stared me deeply in the eyes.

„Y/N I have to tell you something." His gaze deepened a little more as his grip thightend„ I love you and I want you to be by my side." Overwhelmed by the seriousness in his voice I didn't know what to say.

No Yoongi don't do this to me. You can't force me to give an answer. Why do you have to do this now? Everything was perfect I don't want to ruin the mood I don't want to break your heart.

Panic build up in my body as I was seeking for a good way to tell him that I have a boyfriend. It wasn't as easy as in TV shows. Real life truly sucks. Why was it full of pain?

But I guess I had no other choice. I couldn't escape Yoongi's impatient stare anymore. As I wanted to talk my mind went blank. Like a new born child I felt without the ability to talk.I don't want to lose him.

Suddenly Yoongi leg go of me. His black sparkling eyes turned dull .The hope and liveliness they where showing before was gone. He wasn't smiling as he confessed but he was hurt now.I could feel it.

„You have a boyfriend right?" He turned around. Still not knowing how I should respond I decided to wait until a good sentence will appear in my head.

„How was I so stupid to believe that you would love me?" Mumbling quietly he started talking to himself while I took a step further trying to place a hand on his shoulder. But he jerked it off as he turned around.

„Tell me who it is. Tell me who stole you away from me." My eyes followed the tear which was running down his cheek. I made him cry. This was definitely the last thing I wanted.

„Lee Seok Hyun." Where the only words I managed to say. They where nothing more than a whisper but still loud enough for Yoongi to hear. „Lee Seok Hyun?! Lee Seok Hyun!"

Yoongi started yelling Seok's name louder and louder before his words wbere killing me like a bullet straight to my heart.„You're rejecting me for a fuckboy?!"

How could he say this? Was it true? Does he even know my Seok? Maybe he was just confusing him with someone or it's something he was telling himself.

„Why are you saying things like that?" Shit my eyes started to fill with water. I don't want to cry. I want to stay strong. „Cause he is. Can't you see? Don't you know him?"

Yoongi's voice echoed in my head. He was definitely enjoying my pain right now. Are you planning your revenge already? Was this really the first move you want to make?

Shivering I tried to raise my voice again. „What do you mean by this?" This time I shouted. I wasn't carrying if the others could hear us or not this was a soundproof room after all.

„I thought I would have fallen for a smarter person."Yoongi replied sarcastically. He was trying to make me feel bad. This was what he was always doing when he was hurt.

To cover up his pain by taking others down. I wanted answers but at the same time I didn't want him talking to me like this. „Lee Seok Hyun is Seoul's most famous fuckboy ever and you're telling me that you're his girlfriend."

Without controlling my shivering body I fisted my hand. My sight became blurry as the tears started to flow. Was this what you wanted Min Yoongi? Make me cry that you feel better.

„Stop it." His small chuckles made me feel silly. „Stop what? Telling you the truth." Again couldn't he stop mocking me? Instantly I felt anger burning up like a wildfire.

„Stop this game of taking me down to make you feel better." Expecting him to smile at me I was starring at him as he turned around. But he wasn't smiling the sarcasm was only shown in his voice.

With bloodshot eyes he glared at me. „Than let me show you that I am right."  I didn't want to believe that Yoongi could be right about Seok in any way.

It has to be a mistake. „Why would you do this? In which way is this helping you? What is your benefit behind it?" Crushing my heart wasn't a good task in my opinion.

„To regain my most precious thing he had stolen away from me. In hope I can win it for myself." So this was his plan. Proofing me that Seok was a fuckboy in order to win my heart.

I wasn't sure what made me agree to his mission. Maybe it was the fact that I didn't want to lose a friend? Or the determined stare he watched me with.

Life was a game you can be a toy or the player and this time I decided to be a toy in another players hand. It was like a game of chess where one king had stole the others king's queen and now he was doing everything to get her back.

„It's settled. I have three dates that you are going to have with him to prove that he is a fuckboy .If I can convince you that Seok is one you will break up with him and give me a chance. If not I will gladly accept the fact that your heart belongs to someone else and will leave the two of you alone."

I could feel how much effort it costed Yoongi to say the last part casually. I didn't want him to leave but right now I couldn't make him change his mind. He was to sure about what he was doing.

Love sure was a weird thing. It can cause the people to feel happy like never before. But it can rip friendships apart easily like a piece of paper. „Fine by me." We shook hands as sign that we're okay with the conditions.

I already knew that no matter how I turn it I will end up with a broken heart. Neither through a fake boyfriend or a passing friendship. Was this really how it suppose to end?

With a fake smile and an anxious feeling I bid the boys a goodbye before heading home. I took out my phone and started typing, what Yoongi told me to.

You: Hey <3
        Do you have time tomorrow?

Seok: Of course Jagiya~

Like this the game started.