I broke my heart and soul
I threw them away
Just like a fool
And i have no right to say
Just how much i miss you
But my heart died yesterday
And i dont wanna live without you
And now I'm broken
Shattered into pieces.
My heart takes tokens
And they are now empty faces
Of the hurt i inflict on myself
And i swallow my pride
And place my heart in a box on the shelf.
Where i no longer have to hide
I feel like i am being stabbed
Over and over again
But i am the one who slapped
And pushed you away when
We should have been doing this together
I no longer want to breathe
I dont want to live.
The pain that seethes
Is killing me in the end
But its not good for the baby
So away i stay
Because i know there is no baby
When you are what i want to say
And i sleep
And i dream
But it seeps
And i scream
I cry your name
I want to die.
But i need to live for him
Because he is a part of you
But i won't know what to do.
Because i am so fucking broken
I dont want life without your love tokens.
