You are mine

this was a draft saved but was never published

The nurse finally came and told us we could come in.  My eyes were red from all the crying but I didn't care.

I only cared if Felix was okay. He needed to be okay. He's my Best friend.

He was just laying there sleeping when we came in.

I couldn't help but cry a little when I saw him. Aera had the same reaction. Chan just stared at him. He didn't show any emotions or anything.

We sat there for hours waiting for him to wake up. He never did. We left when it was midnight.

Aera fell asleep at the hospital so Chan carried her to the car. I thought it was really cute and cheesy, but I was really tired at the moment.

The moment we got to my apartment, we all fell asleep.

The first one up was Aera.

Chan and I were still sleeping when Aera came in and started jumping on us. I managed to keep sleeping, but she dragged me out of the bed.

She gave us the food she made and to be honest she's such a better cook than me. Her food makes me question if I'm ready at my apartment I a restaurant.

When we finished eating Chan and Aera went home.

I went to go check on Felix. I wanted to see if he had woken up yet.

Skip to the hosital....

"Hey, are you awake?" I asked him.
"Yeah I'm awake

I almost died from the excitement of him still being alive. I couldn't believe after all this time, we had only just met in the beginning of the year, and I couldn't stand him.

"Oh thank goodness you're alive Felix!"
"I wish I wasn't."

I was shocked. I didn't know what to do in that moment so I just asked why he didn't want to be alive anymore.

           "Why not? Don't you love me, Aera, and Chan? Don't we mean something to you?"

"I love you Y/N. Without you I would feel lost. I would loose my will to live which I've already lost since you've seem to have fallen in love with Chan.

I stayed quiet for a while. I loved Felix. More than I loved ever loved Chan. I don't think I could ever go back to that day when he kidnapped me. It was traumatizing.

"Felix.. I do love you. I love you more than anyone I've ever loved. I realize I only admired Chan, it wasn't love." 

I went lowered my face till I could feel his breath on my face. His face was calm, but the heart monitor said so other wise. I let out a little giggle and he blushed. Since we were already very close to each other, he leaned in and kissed me.

I didn't even think of pulling away. It was a full on make out session and I loved every singe part of it.

"You're the best thing that ever happened to me Y/N. Please don't leave me."

                             "I promise I won't."
____________________________________Felix's POV

"Hey, are you awake?"

I recognized Y/N's voice right away and opened my eyes right away.

"Yeah I'm awake." I answered trying to not cry because I know she's going to question me. Why I did it? What was I thinking? Am I crazy?

"Oh thank goodness you're alive Felix!"
I didn't really expect her to say that but it's Y/N. She never follows script.

"I wish I wasn't."

I probably shouldn't have said that because all the joy in her face left her like a cloth gets wringed out of  water.

"Why not? Don't you love Aera, Chan, and me? Don't we mean something to you?"

She was getting pretty mad at me. I didn't know what to do. My only choice was to confess. I had planned this out before Chan came into the picture but I just wanted to end it all.

"I love you Y/N. Without you I would feel lost. I would loose my will to live which I've already lost since you've seem to have fallen in love with Chan.

She looked shocked for a second but quickly responded to me.

"Felix.. I do love you. I love you more than anyone I've ever loved. I realize I only admired Chan, it wasn't love."

I got a little bit excited since she got extremely close to my face. My heart was beating out of my chest. I wished I wasn't connected to all this machinery cause she could tell I was getting nervous. The heart monitor ratted me out.

She giggled and it was adorable. I blushed and she noticed which made me blush even more.

We were already close enough so I leaned in and kissed her. She was the best kisser I've experienced and she took dominance.

"You're the best thing to ever happen to me Y/N. Please don't leave me."

"I promise I won't ."
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hey peeps, it's the author. It's been like a year since I've last updated this. I know I said I would discontinue this book, but I've decided to continue it after all. I guess I just needed a little bit more time to think about this. I never thought I would get 1K reads on this. honestly I thought it would flop. It's been almost a year I've grown a year older since I started this. It's time to continue this book and give it a real ending.