You are mine

9

Im pretty sure Felix was supposed to be here by now. I tried calling him but he didn't answer. I texted him :

To:Felix
From:Y/N
Hey weren't you coming?

He still wasn't responding. A few hours later he finally responded.

To:Y/N
From:Felix
I had to something to do at the last minute sorry.
I'll try tomorrow.

To:Felix
From:Y/N
Ok😁

"Hey, you ok?" Aera asked  "Yeah I'm fine. It's just weird." What's weird?" "It's weird that Felix said he was going to come then say he's not." " Calm down it's not like something happened to him, right?" I started panicking.

Aera tried calming me down but I was to scared to calm down.

I called Chan and good thing he responded quickly.
"Hey, what happened? Are you okay?" He said. "Do you know what happened to Felix?" I tried not to cry as I talked to him.

"Well I don't know what happened to him but I did see him coming from the stairs heading to your house today." "Wait what, I thought he said he wasn't coming." I murmured to myself. "Let me try calling him, I'll be right back."

I waited for him to call back but he never did. Not until it was 8:35 pm. He did only take him 3 hours.

"Hey sorry I took so long, my friend hid my phone from me and I couldn't find it until 30 minutes ago." "It's fine...... So did you find out anything?"

"Nope, he didn't respond." "Ok well um call you later I guess."  I hung up and quickly grabbed my jacket and car keys. "AERA HURRY UP!" "WELL IM SORRY BUT I CANT FIND MY PHONE!" I quickly lost patience and called her phone.  I called her phone. Then I heard her phone ringing for a sec then not ringing at all which means that she probably found it.

She then came down the stairs then out the door.

We ran to my car and hit the gas. Nah I'm kidding we drove safely. At a kind of safe speed. We finally found Felix's house after an hour of yelling where it was. We both got out of my car and walked to his front door.

I knocked on his door really loudly for him to hear.

He didn't answer. Aera knocked next. He still didn't open the door. We realized that he should be here because his car was in the driveway.

"LEE FELIX OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW OR I WILL KICK IT DOWN."

I heard someone kind of running to the door and then opening the door a little bit. His cheeks looked tear stained and his eyes were all red and poofy. "What happened to you? Are you okay?" I asked him.

"Yea I'm fine." "You don't look fine." "I'm telling you I'm fine."

He then collapsed on the floor. His wrists were bleeding and there was blood all over his white shirt. Aera gasped and almost started crying. I called Chan immediately.

I tried to carry him to my car but only got halfway when Chan came and picked him up. ( yes I did put a piece of my skirt on his wrists) Chan drove the car to the hospital and this time we requested a wheelchair for Felix. He was still unconscious when we got into the hospital. The nurse didn't look surprised when we came in. But she said nothing as she took Felix to the emergency room and left us there to cry.
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Felix's POV

"Don't leave me!" I heard a voice. I recognized it as Y/N's voice. I then heard another voice say, " I'll never leave you Y/N, I promise."  I felt hurt. I didn't want to be there anymore. But I couldn't move. I saw Chan coming out of Y/N apartment really quickly. He saw me and gave me a confused look.

I ran down the stairs to my car and went home.

I cried for hours. It wasn't until a heard the dinging of my phone that I got up and stopped crying.

From:Y/N
To:Felix
Hey weren't you coming?

I didn't feel like responding so I just went back to my bed and took a nap.

A few hours later I woke up feeling worse than I had before I took a nap.

I responded to Y/N because I wasn't going to keep her hanging.

From:Felix
To:Y/N
I had to do something at the at minute sorry
I'll try tomorrow

From:Y/N
Ok!

I couldn't stop thinking about what I heard at Y/N's apartment.i tried to forget about it but I just couldn't. And to think that Chan used to be my best friend.

Flashback to four years ago....

"Channie hyung please don't leave me. You're my best friend."

"No I'm not. Stop saying that. Don't ever talk to me again."

He left me. Just like, all alone crying by the tree we always met at.

End of Flashback

I don't want to live anymore. He can have Y/N if that's what he really wants.

I went to grab something sharp.

I took apart my razor and took out the blades. I started cutting my wrists. It hurt really bad but I had to do it. I heard some knocking on my door but I ignored it.

I started to cry because of my frustration.

"LEE FELIX OPEN THIS DOOR RIGHT NOW OR I WILL KICK IT DOWN."

I ran for the door because I mean I didn't pay I don't even know how much just to have my  door kicked down. I opened the door very slightly to see Y/N and Aera standing there looking worried.

"What happened to you? Are you okay?" Y/N asked

"Yea I'm fine." "You don't look fine." "I'm telling you I'm fine."

Everything else that happened after I said that was a blur. I don't remember anything after that.

I remember waking up to a white room with machines everywhere. "Dang, I'm still alive," I muttered to myself. I didn't see anyone in my room so I assumed they left me here and went home.
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??? POV

Hyung, do you want to play hide and seek but with our phones?" Changbin, Seungmin, and Hyunjin all agreed with me. "Ugh fine, but make it quick I have to do something later."

I quickly grabbed everyone's phones and hid them in different places.

I hid Changbin Hyung's phone on the top of the fridge, then I ran upstairs and hid Chan Hyung's at the back of the many bookshelves. I then hid Seugmin's phone under one of the pillows in the guest room and I finally hid Hyunjin's phone in the back of the closet in the guest room.

I quickly ran downstairs to tell them that they look for their phones.

While they looked for their phones i sat on the couch and scrolled through social media. Seugmin found his phone first, then Changbin Hyung , then Hyunjin, then at the very last Chan Hyung.

He only found it because it started ringing. He answered it and then had to leave.

He said he would come back in about an hour. When he did come back all of us were asleep except me.

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HEY PEEPS

Sorry I didn't update yesterday. I had to go to sleep because it was 9pm and I had to wake up early for school.
If you want to make a suggestion on what I should call my next book and who it should be about feel free to comment any ideas. (Must be K-pop related)

BYE PEEPS