Light in the Dark.

Chapter 1: First

I was a college student. I currently had no idea what the hell I wanted to do with my life, but nonetheless, here I was in college wasting thirty thousand dollars a year on a future I didn't even know existed.

"Hey, babe!"

This is Angie, she was my first college girlfriend.

"Hey Angie," I said back to her.

"How's the studying going?" She asked

"About as good as Chemistry Studying can go," I said with a slight sarcastic sass tone.

She suddenly got serious, "Well stop what you're doing because I have something serious to tell you, and it's something that I've been thinking about for a while."

Normally I would have just passed this as her being her normal, energetic, over exaggerating self, but there was something different about her tone. She was more serious. She spoke with the same tone you would hear when your mom would use when she wants you to stop playing video games and go a clean your room, you that tone where it's just so serious where you have to listen. The only thing keeping me from thinking she was about to break up with me was the fact that she started the conversation with, 'hey babe.'. So I decided to drop what I was doing and gave her my full undivided attention.

"Alright, what is so important that you need to cut me off from this ever so amazing chem study session I am enjoying so much," I said trying to muster as much sarcasm as I could.

"Well, you know Flora Cross?" She asked.

"No" I lied, she sits two rows in front of me in my Chem class. She was a little weird though, cute, but weird I talked to her at the beginning of the semester and she's a little quirky.

"Well... She invited me to go on one of her Jesus mission trip thingy"

"What?" I said confused.

Now Angie is a good girl, kinda, I mean if by good you mean she likes to party, get drunk, and have sex, then yeah Angie is a good girl. And, actually, she was exactly my type of girl. So, when she mentioned  Flora and this Jesus thing it kinda put me on my toes a little.

"What do you mean, 'What'?" She said, showing she was little offended.

"Well you're not really the 'Jesus mission trip thingy' kind of girl"

"Who are you to say what kind of girl I am." She fired back at me, now you could tell she was getting a little heated and I didn't really know why.

"Hey, babe I don't mean it like that. You're a great girl really, It's just wouldn't you rather spend the break with me, beer, and the beach?" I said, trying to ease of the sarcasm and sass and try to cool the heat.

"I know, that's usually how it is with me, every year it's party, alcohol, and sex for me during spring break. I want to try something new, I want to try and help people for a change."

"You can help me!" I said trying to act as playfully desperate and pouty as I could.

"I'm going to need lots of help over break, I swear I'll let you help me undress every night."

"See, that's just the thing." She said, "That sounds super amazing and awesome and everything, but I want to do something different for a change, I wanna do something for other people, as much as I love you. I kinda want to do this."

I didn't really know what to think, I never thought Angie as the type who would want to do stuff for others mainly because she likes to fool around so damn much. Hell, I didn't even know she was Christian. "Well if you really want to do this I guess I can't really stop you, but you know I'm still going to Cancun, and there will be lots of beer there, and lots of girls there and this guy has needs that need to be taking care of if you know what I mean." I meant to say that playfully and sarcastic but it kind of sorta came out as serious and threatening.

"So, that's what I am to you, huh? Just a sex toy that will bow to your whim whenever you need?" She said, getting a little heated at my remark. But, I knew how to play this game and it wasn't the first time I've been down this road. So I got off my desk chair and sat down next to her where she was sitting and I put my hand on her knee, looked as serious and playful as I could and said, "Yes." then leaned in and placed my lips onto hers.

She started to laugh off what had happened and she kissed me back. As we kissed I brought my hand up and started to slowly brush of the strap of her tank top when she stopped me, "Oh shit!" She said, getting up as fast as she could.

"What?" I replied

"I have class in ten minutes, and it's on the other side of campus I totally forgot. I have to go I'm sorry to you leave you like this babe." She gave me one last kiss, grabbed her bag and flew out the door.

-- So this is my first time publishing on a public source, let me know if you liked this first part and you want me to continue. I will try to update as much as I can but with school, it's hard to find the time, so yeah let me know if you liked it. --