Letters

Secret person

I love you, with everything I have.

It really hurt what you did, even though it wasn't your fault.

It hurt when you first told me that you were in love and it wasn't me, i hurt so fucking much!

You didn't know and you might still not know.

You think of me as a best friend and yet I think of you as something more.

Not talking to you is something that break me more and more everyday, everyone can tell.

I only do one thing now...cause shit.

I don't wanna give any clues away but sparky might know who I'm on about...can you tell big sis?

Everything I do, I have you in my mind, everything said, i have you in my mind the whole time!

Its something that's killing me, every breath I take I think of you, every time I'm upset or angry I think of you!

I wish i could go to the start and never get close to you, so then you won't get hurt by leaving me.

You left other people too, I'm sure they are hurting too and I get that and I also know your hurting from leaving them too.

Words can't describe how hard I fell for you, basically I was head over heals in love with you and now? I've found someone else but I still love you, they just don't know that...is that bad?

I love you.

I miss you.

I'll never forget you.

Ever.