Secret Letter To Crush

Letter 1

                                             February 09, 2018
Dear Crush,
        5 days from now its Valentine's Day. I hope you won't ask anyone to became your valentine's date because if you ask someone to be your date on the 14th of February, I'm not gonna talk to you anymore. I'm sorry if I coudn't said these words to you, personally, because I'm a shy person and I get really shy when your around and your friends keeps on teasing me of how I really really really like you. Anyway, you won't know who am I but you will know soon.

Anyway, I just want to tell you that, thank you for making my day complete. You fill the emptiness in my loneliness. You light my days in my dark days. (I know it sounds cheesy but hey, I'm just telling the truth.) Tbh, I think your the only one I keep smiling of when I hear your name. Yea, it may sound creepy and sounds like I'm obsessed with you and YES! I'm obsessed with you. I do anything to make you notice me but I guess you already have. You always smile at me when I look at you and you even smile wider when I smile back to you. Or maybe I was just hallucinating.

Anyway back to the words I want to tell you, please don't give up on me like me who don't give up on you. Please love me secretly even you deny to others that you don't like me because I always keep loving you secretly or publicly even others against it.

       I just really want to tell you who am I but I can't. You will receive this message on the valentine's day. It's ok if you will read this in front of your friends. Will know who am I to the next message I will give to you.

P.S. I like you for almost 1 year.