ouran highschool Host club the new girl

Chapter 4- Host Club Sleep Over

I come back to the music room with my book bag. I had a fight with my drunk father so now I have a black eye. I flaten my hair over my right eye so they won't see it. I walk in and they wave at me and I put a fake smile on my face. I set my bag down and they flip through a couple magazines. "Whats that" I say leaning across the table to get a better look. "I didn't know you liked poetry" Hikaru says fliping the page. "Where'd you find that at" I stammer blushing a rosy pink. "It fell out of your bookbag on the way out and we could catch you in time so..." Honey say but trails off. I grab at my journal,  it's what they were looking at. Tamaki pulls it away and shakes his head. "Why don't you want people to see your poetry" Haruhi asks. I look down and say "thats because it's not poetry its my songs". Tamaki says "but it's so dark and seems more like poetry". I roll my eyes and say "thats because it's supposed to me rock music and I never put the notes for it". I grab the notebook and walk over to the grand piano. I start playing a slow song but it when up and had more of a scary tune to it. Then I start singing-.

     The fire is burning throughout my soul, it is the rage in my heart... Holding me down can't swim up. I'm drowning in your tears and burning in my hatred. Can't you cry and not say goody-bye to me. I'll have to admit that I'll miss you when your gone. But I can't believe you left for her, you lie, you cry, and now I say goodbye. The sorrows evaporate and my hate boils overflows.  I won't tell you again it's done and over with. Don't bother calling me don't bother saying your sorry.  Cause I know your not, your only play for keep, and weeping for the weeks. But I'm not comeing back I told you before don't ever say goodbye,  goodbye. I hate, I hate you, I don't care no mooooorrrreeee....

After I finish singing a hit the last note harshly and they stare at me in shock. "That type of hateful singing is banned here" Tamaki says. Kyoya says "is an American's music, rock to be precise". I nod and say "When I was younger my parents lived in America for five years I was six when we went to Australia. When I was in America I found rock music and rap, but I've found rock to be my favorite." kaoru says "you better keep this hidden cause you might go to jail for it". I say "naww man the thing I'm most likely going to jail for is still not having a passport". They all stare at me and say "how can you go to different countries if you don't". I shrug and say "can we talk about something else please".  Hikaru then says "whens your birthday". I look down and say "other then that". There is an akward silence and then Haruhi asks "why don't you want to talk about your birthday or tell us when it is". My emotions are all jumbled up now and I scream "I just don't want to talk about it". I feel tears run down my cheeks and I run out the door.

(Can't reveal where she went till leter on so were going to Haruhi's point of veiw.)

Haruhi's P.O.V

When she yelled I knew something was wrong.  She ran out with tears slideing down her checks.  I had to find her. I told the host club that she needs emotional support so now we're all trying to look for her.