For so long I have been here
But you didn't notice me
For months I have been trying
But you never tried to see
Only when the music blared
When the sounds and the lights flared
Only then did we finally share
One small moment face to face
A few short minutes in your embrace
Arms wrapped tightly around my waist
I savoured the moment, breathed in the feeling
My heartbeat quickened, my mind was cheering
Head resting lightly on your shoulder
In no time at all the song was over
We broke apart, you stood aside
Not a word did your lips provide
Not a frown and not a smile
I could not tell for quite a while
How you felt about that time
But I know as you look at her
As you compliment her lovely work
As you tease her, as you smirk,
That it never mattered anyway
It never mattered what I thought
I always had to stay apart
From you and her, apparently "friends"
It doesn't change a thing; it's the end
After the valentine and birthday card
After the hugs and help when work was hard
After the dance, so meaningful to me
I finally know just what you see
I'm just a girl; you never cared
My mind is a whirl, I'm full of despair
I know that another moment will never be shared
And now you leave us all behind
You look at her, but you are blind
To the one who admired you for so long
Staying only with the one who thinks you're a mess
Unfortunately, I could never confess
But you will be gone in just two weeks
And I know you will never remember me
But maybe, just maybe, one last dance
Maybe I will have one more chance
Before the time comes when you are not there
No more embraces that we can share
So I can know for sure if you really care.
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Author's note: To anyone who can relate to whatever I write about in my poems, have you ever seen the Pon and Zi comics? They are really sweet and cute, so search it up on google images. I put one picture of them on the right...
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And the Darkness Swallowed Her
PoetryA collection of sad, dark poems about heartbreak and love. I hope you enjoy them.