Universe my friend,
Why so cruel yet sweet?
You let them meet, and it is so sweet, two such beautiful souls, the first one yearns for what she thinks she deserves, and the other one for the clarity midst the confusion surrounding him.
She deserves what she does not receive. The appreciation for all the efforts she's willing to give, sacrifices that requires strength which she possesses and which she's willing to part. The understanding of everything she is going through, she badly needs it, and she must have it, for she have gone through too much pain, she have gone through hell and came alive, even the Furies could not stop her, and so as Fate.
She needs him, for I can see all the love he can pour in, he can give himself pure, he can give himself whole. She needs him.
He deserves the answers he longs to hear. The answers capable of bringing his broken pieces into whole. He needs the answers so he can finally get out of the maze which trapped his soul for almost all of the eternity, it consumed him, he almost gave up. Each time, he takes his time to just look at the space, seeking for signs thru the stars, he talks with them, no, he pleads, he begs with his knees down, he begs that the mist subside and the clouds break.
Amidst all the confusion she is the light, and he needs her. She bears the answers he traveled every dreams for, and as I stare at her, I know she's more than willing to be his answer.
You let them meet and then you decide they can't be together, and it's a such cruelty, just as they thought they would taste life again after too much failed hopes, they both died.
PS: I never hated you for every thing you did to me, but this time, you became the biggest question I ever had, I'm sorry.
without wax,
cleinroe colors
