One night, I was out of myself and the world paces unbreakably.
That was the same night I found you, when I was so lost and not ready to be found.
When I saw the marvels of your broken shards,
I fell to the beauty of your dangers.
When I saw how you lit the darkness of night,
I was mesmerized by the glow of your lights.
And then, night ended, and I can not find you anymore.
I was left, idle.
I was left, lost.
I was left, by my savior.
I thought I was saved.
But then, when the reality sunk in,
I was all alone after all.
Your beauty is illusion yet true.
Your beauty is all made-up to lure me that you will stay,
While I was hunted by my demons.
Your beauty is deceiving,
Made to capture me.
And I was broken for the second time.
But...
Am I right all these days?
Did you leave me?
Or, am I just so blinded that all I see were your sharp edges?
Did you leave me?
Or were you there after all?
Watching me in the distance.
Waiting for the perfect moment to come alive.
Waiting for the perfect night.
My light bearer.
Would you stay with me,
Even when the dawn comes?
without wax,
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