Sadie Caulfield

Distractions Distractions

'Boys are a distraction to me, I never get my work done because of them, was more aware that they distracted me from my work, plus I'm not good with multi-tasking. 'I believe I would never find a guy who has interested me for me, no my looks or anything and didn't ghost me at all, that until I met Eric Jones, he made my 2 years of high school worth it. I must say Eric isn't average looking, with his smile that could make anyone day, or his dazzling Amber eyes and Raven black hair and red lips, Eric Jones was God sent from heaven.' I must say I did swoon after Eric when I was in high school before he befriended me 'I assumed Eric was a jerk because he was friends with the Snobs aka popular ones.' I miss judged him, Eric has his head screwed on and he wanted to be a mathematician'. 

'You probably think I have a crush or I'm in love with Eric, I must admit I do like Eric but he will never see me in the same way I see him. 'why you may ask because there is one tiny little problem and that is Winifred Patterson, Eric's girlfriend, I have no beef with Winnie, she's a nice girl but she just hates my guts because her boyfriend is around me more, she's jealous, even though she shouldn't be because Eric only has eyes for her'. 'I mean Winnie is a gorgeous girl, with curly black hair and lovely sun-kissed and high cheekbones to die for, so she shouldn't be making a fuss over plain old me, I have nothing generous except for having hair that looks like a bush and foxtails that is auburn and my green eyes, pale skin and curvy figure, I have nothing in comparison to Winnie's body that is curvy slim figure, she has way better legs than me'. 'She's more of Eric's type than I am'. 'Eric and my closets Best friends that are Evelyn Woods and Avery Waters. They knew I liked Eric'.

As I was walking down the stairs, my backpack was pulled suddenly to halt and I hit a solid chest'. 'I instantly knew who owned the chest. I pulled away and turned around with a grin on my braces free straight teeth and ran straight at Eric. 'I hugged him like I haven't seen him over 2 months'. 'I hear my name being screamed and suddenly two bodies collide into me and I grin into Eric's chest  like the idiot I am, seeing my friends again from being alone for that 2 months of a lonely dreadful summer, and seeing my friends has made me very happy'.'The  school bell chimes and we are suddenly off to class'. Evelyn and Avery tell me crazy stories about how their summer is'. 'I head straight to my class, when Eric appears  around the corner with his girlfriend Winnie, she's smiling and laughing until she sees me and her smile drops and if looks could kill my body would already be six feet underground with the smile she is giving me'. Eric kisses his girlfriend on the cheek before saying he will see her later and he begins to jog my way with a big gorgeous smile on his face'. 

When school finishes me and Eric head to the parking lot of the school, Eric salutes me before getting into his car with Winnie. I head straight to my bus'. forty minutes later I arrive home and I get dinner with my family and I do my coursework while looking at my phone,(even though it distracts me big time), I take my Ritalin, which is a drug that helps my ADHD, plus my concentration. I finish my coursework, two hours later. ' I come downstairs and get a shower, brush my teeth pop my retainers in my mouth and take my other prescribed drug which is melatonin, which helps me sleep and I message everyone on my snap-chat goodnight and I do my headspace before I go to sleep. 

'Highway to hell blares from my 10 year -old iPod, I get out of bed and I glance In to the mirror and all I see is an ugly human being, my mother always tells me I'm beautiful inside and out and that I should always say I'm beautiful when I look in the mirror but I can't bring myself to do it because it will make me feel like I am in denial and that I am lying to myself. 

'The only time I feel beautiful is when I'm wearing makeup, but to be honest, most people feel like that when they were makeup. 'Some people are very lucky to have natural beauty, for example Eric's girlfriend. I go downstairs and do my morning routine, I have routine because it keeps me organised plus I'm not all over the place either and this is far better having a routine.  

' I run out of the house and making note in my head that I need to get in good shape (that won't happen because I'm a full out procrastinator) or I won't make it to my buss because ill be too slow. ' I make it in good time, even though I'm breathing heavily through that fast hard cardio that wasn't practically planned for in the first place. 

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