[ALANA'S POV]
Once we finish whatever pizza there is, we go into the living room.
Pete has quite a lot of room in his house, so all of us manage to fit onto the couches.
All of us being Andy, Joe, Me, Ruby, Pete, Patrick, Brendon, Dallon and Tyler.
I'm squished between Brendon and Ruby.
"D'you guys wanna watch a movie?" Pete asks.
"Yeah!" The rest of us shout.
"Okay, what should we watch?"
"Deadpool!" I hear Tyler say, excitedly.
"Yeah!" Joe, Patrick and Dallon agree.
"Sure."
Pete goes onto Netflix and I notice the account part, I see what I assume to be Patrick saved as 'Patty❤️'
I think Brendon notices in as well because he looks over at an extremely red Patrick.
Poor guy.
Pete finds Deadpool and puts it on.
I snuggle into Brendon and he puts his arm around me.
I take Rubys hand and softly put it in my own, but she pulls away, slightly aggressively.
What did I do?
I excuse myself and say I'm tired.
"You sure you're okay, Ally?" Brendon asks, sincerely.
"Yeah, dad. I'm okay, I promise." I say, before turning around and going upstairs.
I don't even reach the top of the stairs before my vision goes blurry,
and I start silently crying.
What the hell did I do wrong?
Did I say something?
Oh, god. She fūcking hates me...
I don't deserve someone like her...All of these thoughts fill my head as I pick myself up and go to the bathroom.
I take my phone out of the back of my pocket and take the case off.
My blade is gone.
Just then my phone buzzes,
It's Andy.
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TheBestDrummer;) : hey, Alana. Are you okay? You weren't yourself a little while ago.Me: No, Andy. I'm scared.
TheBestDrummer;) : where are you?
Me: bathroom.
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A few minutes moments later I hear a knock on the door.
"Come in." I say quietly.
Andy opens the the door, comes in, and closes it again.
He sits beside me on the floor and looks at me with a concerned expression.
"What's up, kid?" He asks.
"Did you notice Ruby acting weird or different?" I question.
"Well, I don't know her that much, so I couldn't tell you if she was acting different or not, she did seem a little bit pissed, though. Why'd you ask?" He states.
"I went to hold her hand and she pulled away and gave me a dirty look." I say, quietly.
"Oh. Maybe she's just mood in general. Don't blame yourself. Anybody would be so lucky to have you as a girlfriend or friend! You're awesome, Alana." He says before giving me a hug.
I hug him back tightly.
"Thank you, Andy. I'm not sure what I'd do without you." I say, truthfully.
"It's what I live for, kid. Now c'mon, let's go watch Deadpool." He says, ruffling my hair in the process.
"Wait, what day is it?" I ask.
"Saturday, why?" He asks, confused.
"HOLY MOLY MOTHER OF GERARD WAY WE'VE GOT TOUR TOMORROW!" I shout before running out of the bathroom and downstairs.
I walk over to Tyler and poke his shoulder.
"What's up, pumpkin?" He asks.
"Hi my name is Alana and I have a tour with my favourite bands tomorrowwwwwwwww!" I shout.
I earn a few laughs when Brendon bounces up.
"Holy moly mother of Mikey Way we gotta go get packed girls, plus Dallon." He says, clearly mimicking me from earlier.
"Let's go!" I shout.
I run to Ruby and try to grab her hand,
"Don't even think about it." She spits.Me, still being the happy, exuberant person I am, went up to Patrick and gave him a huge hug, I then followed by giving the rest of Fall Out Boy hugs.
"We'll see you tomorrow, Alana!" Joe shouted as I walk out of the door.
I turn around the corner to see 2 things, Ruby walking home by herself and Brendon and Dallon making out.
Gross.
Absentmindedly I step into the car, not caring that they were just making out.
"C'mon! Hurry the frickity frack up!" I yell, impatience radiating off of me.
"Hold your horses, small bean." Brendon says before starting the car.
I smile as I take my phone and headphones out, I go into my music and just hit shuffle.
American Idiot by Green Day comes on and I smile.
I surf social media for a while before I start falling asleep.
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