[ALANA'S POV]
"So am I, I'll be back in a bit." I say quietly before grabbing my phone, purse and earphones.
I hop off of the tour bus, I see Kenny and contemplate talking to him, but I decide against it.
I keep walking until I see a cute little park, and walk into it.
Come as you are by Nirvana plays through my earphones as I light my cigarette.
I sit on a swing at the top of the park, putting the cigarette filter up to my lips and taking a drag.
I see Kai run into the park, looking about frantically until he sees me.
I smile at him.
He jogs up, taking a seat in the swing beside me.
"Hey." I say.
"Hi, why did you go?" Kai questions, looking at my cigarette in between my lips.
" I needed to clear my head." I say simply, blowing out the smoke, watching it intertwine with the air before dispersing.
"Can I?" Kai asks shyly.
"What, you want a draw?" I question, already pulling the pack of camels out of my side pocket.
"If you don't mind." He laughs breathlessly.
"Just have one to yourself, seriously." I give him the cigarette.
"Thanks."
"No problem." I smile, tossing my lighter to him.
"How long have you been smoking for? I mean, I can't say much cause I'm 17 but..." Kai asks, sharply inhaling his own stick of lung cancer.
"Oh, I had my first cigarette with a girl that stole it from her mom when I was, what, 10?" I reply, realising how horrible that is.
"Ah, I had my first when I was 10 too. I was on the sofa and Frank's cigarettes were just, like, there so I was like, fuck it, and I just took one. Not gonna lie, I liked it but I got caught by my next door neighbours."
Kai takes another draw of his cigarette, "This stupid old couple started shouting, so Frank was just finished his shower and he leans out of the window, ass naked and tells them, "stop yelling at at my kid or I'm gonna staple you're nuts to your fence, old man" and then he sees me smoking. He apologised to the old couple and gave me into trouble whilst Gerard laughed." Kai giggles.
"So are they cool with it?" I question, inhaling my own nicotine.
"Gee is, Frank kinda just gives me this look." He replies.
"Oh, yeah. Brendon got pissed off... I was smoking in the bathroom and I came out with a cigarette tucked in behind my ear, cause I'm an idiot." I laugh when Kai's eyes widen in amusement.
"Anyway, Joe was there, and he says he wouldn't tell, but I had to tell Brendon, then he took the cigarette from behind my ear and smoked it." I giggle.
"I'm getting a call from Brendon. I think we should head back." Kai says, answering the call.
"Sure." I reply, taking a large draw of my cigarette before putting it out on the pole beside the swing.
"K, lets go." Kai says, hanging up on my dad.
"No! That way's muddy and these shoes are clean." I screech.
"Bitch, the fu- oh yeah, you're not getting those dirty we'll go the long way." Kai notices my Three Cheers Converse and we start our long walk back on the gravel path, smoking and laughing as if we'd known each other for a long time.
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