Forever and Always (Demi Lovato Fanfic)

The Change

Soph's POV

  I woke up next morning feeling depressed again, There's a lot of questions swirling in my head , most them are why. Why doesnt demi like me? why am i so ugly? Why am i worthless? questions like these are repeated inside my head. 

I sat up and looked around my room. Also Ella told me that its now also my house cause i practically live here now as long as i help pay with bills and stuff. I looked to my side and saw ella snuggling to my pillow and mumbling some words . I laughed quietly and looked up flashes of yesterdays events went through mind.

"Your thinking aloud again" i looked down and saw ella looking at me with a worried face. "Hey what's the matter?"  ella sat up when she noticed me eyes were glossy. i didnt answer her but she hugged me and i lost myself. I cried and cried while ella was holding me and rubbing my back while whispering good things in my ear like its gonna be alright and stuff.

But the truth was it wasnt. I turned to my side to face ella "What's wrong with me? Am i ugly? is something wrong with the way i act or anything?" i asked. "Sweetie look nothing's wrong with you Demi is just really stupid for not seeing how perfect you are. You know what, get up. lets go shopping buy you some new clothes that show your freaking curves and expose your amazing cleavage and make demi realize what she's missing" i laughed and stood up from the bed. "How do you know that i have "Amazing cleavage" ??" i laughed and looked at ella who was actually turning red. 

"Alright ill be complete honest with you. I like you a LOT i mean a lot and i know your in love with Demi but ill be here waiting for you ." my jaw dropped and i couldn't believe Ella was in love with me. I wish that i was just in love with her and not demi so that there wouldn't be any complications but the problem is im not. "Ella, Thats really nice but as you can see im in love with someone else and i hope that you'll find someone who can love you the way you love them."

She wasn't sad or anything but just gave me a smile. "its alright i already know that i have 0% chance with you but ill still be here as friend." we smiled and hugged each other. 

~~~~ 2-3 hours later~~~~

Ella seriously spoiled me. We bought lots of leather jackets, singlets, beanies, leggings, ripped skinny jeans, and a lot of shoes like converse, vans, and etc. God! she practically bought the whole mall! "Ella thank you so much.  I dont know how im gonna pay you." i said looking at all the bags we were holding. "Oh you dont need to pay me my parents are filthy rich cause they re lawyers and they have lot of companies and stuff so think of this as a birthday and Christmas presents.". "Are you sure these are a lot! this could reach thousands!" "Yup! you can repay me by helping with the house like cleaning and stuff. Okay before you we go home do you wanna go to any last shops?"

"Hmm... Can we go to the tattoo parlor? but this time im paying and no arguing" "Fine" ella grumbled. i chuckled and we drove to the shop..

"Good afternoon ladies so which one of you is getting a tattoo?" i raised my hand and the guy made me choose my design but i already had something in my mind. "Ill have thiss one" i pointed to the guy the picture where in one hand I'll have an cage with an open door and on the other small black birds flying away. "Alright now please sit here" the guy cleansed the needle and started doing his thing. 

i looked to my side hoping that ella was there to comfort me. Im not gonna lie it hurt like a bitch. But when i turned my head i saw ella sitting on the chair getting a tattoo also."What? your not the only one getting a tattoo." I smiled and looked at they guy he was almost finished just making some last features. 

"Okay you girls are done so that'll be 100 dollars each." i gave him the money before ella could and protest. I laughed and entwined our hands "Dont worry, think of this as a birthday present"

A few weeks later ......

Demi's POV

So today i have another meeting with jay about  my clothes on my tour. We already talked about this! what the hell do we need another meeting for? "Something wrong babe?" i felt two muscular arms wrap around my waist and a face lean on my shoulder. I was currently trying to cook breakfast for me and wilmer. "Nothing just that i have a meeting today and we already talked about it weeks ago and today were having it again i was hoping to have a lazy day with you" i turned around an kissed him with as much love as i can give. 

"its alright after the meeting we can lay on the couch watch movies and eat pizza as long as you want." YAY! im so excited im just hoping that it wouldn't be awkward for me and Soph in the same room.

:):):):)

I arrived at Starbucks since that's where we'll meet. I stood in front of the line and waited for my turn. When i finally got my order Jay arrived and we sat on a table a bit far from everyone else to avoid some noise. We sat down and jay laid out his things and started rambling about something "Okay so me and Sophie already started sketching you some dresses and the leather jackets i hope you'll like them." he showed me a drawing of a black dress and it was amazing, even the jackets you can see the rocker style on them it looks so cool!

Me and Jay's conversation were cut short when a tray  hit my head. "Excuse m-" i turned around saw Soph standing behind me holding a tray with Jay and her coffee looking so hot in a white singlet with a black thin shirt inside with black laced stockings and ripped shorts with some black and gold converse. Damn she looks so hot. What happened to the innocent her?

"Hey Jay im sorry im late had to run a few errands." She sat down. She gave Jay his coffee and took out her laptop from her bag i couldnt control myself from looking at her boobs. since her singlet was a bit low and her shirt inside was to thin that i was almost see through. I can see her red laced bra i looked so damn good on her. But  would rather prefer the on the floor..Wait what? i was the one who told her to pretend that nothing ever happened between us. I was the one who told her that i didnt love her and i loved someone else yet i was here sitting across her practically drooling at her. Wait, im not practically drooling. I AM drooling. What the hell?

Alright Demi focus you have a boyfriend at home waiting for you to cuddle with you and watch some movies that will make him comfort you and im here drooling at the girl i made out with inside a close! What the hell is wrong with me? im cheating for Christs sake!

FOCUS! 

Okay, so i survived the meeting without pinning soph on the table and making her scream my name. I went home as fast as i could before having another encounter with soph and when i unlocked the door my jaw dropped. Roses were scattered everywhere and small candles lit up the living room and wilmer was standing in the middle with his hands at his back. He walked to me and held my hands "Demi, Demetria the love of my life, You are my lover my best friend and my sister. We've been together for so long through the ups and downs. You were ther for me at my darkest times as I was for you. Im tired of us living in the shadows afraid of what other people would think about  us. But i dont care i want you and Im in love with you so what im trying to say is that. Will you marry me?" He knelt down and retrieved a small red box from his pocket and opened it.

In there was a small silver ring with a diamond at the middle. I brought my hand to my mouth because of pure shock. "Wilmer, I......

Author's Note:

hey guys! i made this long cause i havent updated in such a long time but here it is. Hope you guys liked it and please vote comment and share. Please please please plesea give me feedback:) thanks:")