Death is Never Pretty

Alone

I don't feel free.

I don't feel safe.

Why did I leave?

Why did I stay?

I can't stop thinking of

My past

My flaws

My mistakes.

I want to restart.

But I know it won't happen.

All I want to do is fade away.

Just so I don't have to feel my pain.

Everyday I hide

Hoping I won't be found.

I don't want to be known

I don't want to be found.

Why can't they leave me alone?

How can I hide forever

When I'm being dragged out

By my feet?

Fear is possessing me.

It's making me become someone I'm not

No one will care if I don't show up.

I have no friends,

No family to speak of.

It sounds so easy to leave

But in reality it's so hard just to do it.

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Hello everyone! I know this poem isn't that well written and isn't that good but stick with me I promise the next one will be a nice and long one.... haha that sounded wrong.

-.Q.M.