This one came about due to me listening to black veil brides mainly the song 'The End'. I also feel this one isn't that good, but if I don't post it I wouldn't get the much needed feedback. Enjoy.
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"I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid to die."
Those were the last words I ever heard from him. He died two hours later. I never got to tell him I loved him. I couldn't bare attending the funeral. I couldn't see his parents, it is all my fault their soon is dead. They would have just pitted me, but underneath they would be wishing it was me that was dead. I visit his grave sometimes, almost always taking a bouquet of tulips, his favourite. He wouldn't be proud to see me like this, I was no longer sober. Back on those things. I owe money to them, just like that day. Two grand to be precise. I know I can never repay that debt fully if I was dead this would all be over. I would be with him again. Jail would perhaps save me too, but I know they have people inside. Leaving town might work, but they will find out, they always do. I live in a dream. A nightmare. I wish there was a way to go back to that night. I could've stopped him. I would go instead. Why did I let him go? It was my debt. Mine. Not his.
"I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid to die."
The last words I will ever say, think, and write.
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