LIVING WITH GOT7

No longer secrets

(A/n my heart smiles A lot when I read the comments people leave. I love how Madison and gabby comment even when there are no words)

A/n pov

It's been a day since Y/n found out, Lisa had arrived and they both cried for hours. They cried in the bath, they cried at dinner they both took turns to sleep so they could watch over each other s they slept.

Lisa thought of Y/ns mom as her own, because her parents were almost never around because of work. But she especially cried because her best friend had know lost both her parents and step parent to be.

"L...lisa I ne ed you to ca call Mark, I don't have the he heart too ring him" she said to her friend between sobs.

While Lisa took her phone to dial Mark before she could hit Send she got a call. "Caller ID Lawyer", Lisa said drying her eyes.

"Ignore it" y/n said while turning back to hug the make up set her mom got her when she was younger.

~~~~~~~ flash back

"Y/n" Lisa tried calling as she dried her eyes she took off the sun glasses that were hiding her swollen eyes.

She searched every where she could downstairs and found Y/n I'm the basement searching. She felt tears well in her again "y/n" she called one more time turning her around to see her eyes dried from tears and a smile on her face.

"Lisa why are you here" she said as she hugged her friend. "I told you I was coming to Rome in a couple of days for the wedding, plus one ;)" she winked at her.

Lisa was taken aback by how y/n was behaving, it then hit her you know how some people go through 5 stages of grief Y/n goes through three denial, depression, and acceptance.

If she cried earlier it was from denial not depression, the same thing happened when her first boyfriend cheated on her because they weren't having sex.

She knew just what to do, "what you looking for want some help" Lisa asked trying to sound excited.

Y/n looked at her and then down again. "Remember the make up set mom got me when I was six for the pageant I came second in." She said while she continued to search.

"Yea I do why" Lisa cocked a eyebrow.
"Well I wanna wrap it along with her wedding gift to show her how much it meant to me. It came to me when I was watching the news, I thought what if mom was on that plane."

Lisa sighed to herself as she started to search. After two hours of going through precious memories, Y/n started to cry, each picture of her mom and her, and pictures of her dad .

"Hitting her like, like bullets, I think denial is up" Lisa mumbled as she took her friend in her hands. "No..no...no..no" she started fighting it "can't be true moms flight was 3422 not 3427. Why did she go on 3427 why"
~~~~~~~~ real time
The phone kept ringing overshadowing y/n tears as she just decided to answer she gave up on breaking her phone thinking the 'last message' from her mom would be gone.

" What!" She shouted out of frustration that her phone wouldn't let her cry in peace.

"Hello, is this miss y/n, I am docter Park."

"Who?" She sat up holding back her tears.
"I'm dealing with the autopsies, now I am sorry for your lost. But we would like it if you could come and ID the bodies of Mr.Tuan and your mother.

"Y..es I understand" she said as the realisation that she was still in denial hit her and now she had no hope left.

" I will be there in 1 1/2 days. Please keep her on ice till then." She asked trying to sound alright with the doctor.

She placed her phone down, and looked at her friend who heard everything through speaker phone.

Her hand wide open but her face in grief for her friend and her second mom. After hours of crying, they looked at the clocked and realised they had not eaten in a day but weren't hungry.

They slept and when Lisa woke y/n wasn't beside her. She was afraid she started searching for y/n. The first place she looked was the bathroom.

She found y/n with the blade and her hand with blood running from it, she did this to herself to know if what she was feeling was real, when she was hurting she said it took the pain.

But she has only cut her thighs. (I referenced a book here, don't know if you know it) so no one would notice, her mom found out and bought her scar removal creams but she has always done it when she truly hurt.

Lisa ran to her and looked at her holding her cheeks, "it's real, it won't change!" She insisted as tears fell from her eyes, looking the half dead y/n in the eyes. Her eyes were half dead.

(This reminds me of school days)

As they stayed there in the bathroom the ringing started again. Lisa hissed and went for the phone.

"Hello" she said crying

"I'm coming back"

A/n Who do you guys think should save y/n.

I'd like to know who your bias is in got7 or if you like them. Hugs kisses and love.

For me it's Mark and I get wrecked by Yugy and YoungJea
If the seven who should she be with the first person to answer I may use him