LIVING WITH GOT7

L A I L A

( though the road may be rock, there is not one broken vessel that cant be mend. Dream as big or as small as you can. UqlyBish

Lisa pov

I sighed as i changed and got ready to meet Adam.

He had called me about fifty quadillian times last night. Im so sick of it, i sighed.

I met with him after i checked my phone if i got any messages from jacks.

I took the root to our exspot and to my surprise, he wasnt there 😑.
"The fuck" i thought aloud as i called the jackass.

I got no answer an i sighed some more. I cant believe he made me leave korea to come see his ass and he'snot here.

I was about to leave after waiting for an hour, when i heard a cute chuckle.
I knew that chuckle so well.

"Didnt think you'd wait an hour for me" the voice said as the owner hugged me from behind.

I felt my self melt a little at the warmth i missed so much. The warmth i gave my first time to.

Then i mentally cursed my self for missing it. I tried to wriggle my way out when he began to spoke.

" i know i have an STI but dont you think we can still be together. I promise i wont give it to you." He whispered in my ear.

I pushed him away and turned towards him. "Listen Adamn i love you like my life depends on it, but I want to love someone else." I said as i peered into his face.

"He is not you, he doesnt know my secrets my inns and my outs. But maybe he'll want to."

I felt myself crying i realized we didnt have a proper break up.

I just wanted him to hold me. As if he read my mind he grabbed me into a well needed hug.

I cried in his arms as he took me inside the little hut we built together

"Im sorry baby, i should have realised what i did to you." He said as he placed me on the bed burying my head with kisses.

"Im so sorry" the tears started to fall from his eyes.

I couldnt stand to see him cry. I loved the moments i had from him they were happy and peacefulwith a little drama.

But my time with him made my heart weap with joy the arms that always gave me comfort are the arms that felt like they'ed break.

I started burying his face in kisses, as the thought came one last time.

I forgot about everything as his hand ran against my naked back, tears still streaming from both our eyes.

He unclothed himself as i awwed at the sight i hadn't seen in months.

A/n its been five months since they broke up. So i think its december.

I ran my hand over his chest as he placed protection on. I laid back in the bed as he kissed my weeping lips. It was almost as if he agreed on last time.

Our body became one and there were many emotion running through my head. Pain because it had been a while.

Joy because I enjoyed my last moments with him

Regret because ive betrayed Jackson

As we reached our peak, i fell asleep by his side. Neither of us holding each other.

It was as if we were 2 strangers meeting for the first time.

When i woke, he was gone and all i felt was content. My phone vibrated and it was a message from Jackson

Newbae:
Guess what?
Were going on tour.🤗🤗
Do you want to come.🤔
Only if you want to😶
Id be happy.

Did you sort out your
business in America
cant wait till you come back.

I felt tears run from my eyes as i looked at the messages. Jackson im sorry but i wont be coming back yet i thought to myself as i prepared myself to go to home.

A/n im thinking 3 more chapters and then good bye to my first book attempt and completion yay. I wantmany people to read and comment. UqlyBish that_jibooty_- thanks so much for following me.