hiccups

red - yoonjin ♡

『 angst 』
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requested by gumdropjosephs

it was the twenty seventh time yoongi had cried to sleep that month. it began to become some sort of pattern, seokjin would come home pretty late and have his phone with him twenty four seven. as the phone buzzed and lit up jin would immediately pick it up — as if he had something to hide.

yoongi would then proceed to being ignored throughout most of the day, only ever a grunt of acknowledgement being thrown his way. it went to the point that yoongi would get a scowl after asking small queries. it bothered the younger. it bothered him every time he had come home past eleven at night. it bothered him that his eyes had seemed to be glued to his phone. it bothered him that they were no longer the couple their friends would constantly dub 'relationship goals.'

it all bothered him.

♡

yoongi had decided that he would spend a day out with taehyung. the younger had messaged him earlier about going to a café and having a catch up on what had been going on recently, and yoongi — not being the one to decline the offer — said yes. 

the moment he stepped foot out of his house he could hear a stern voice, speaking out the words: "where are you going" yoongi was only able to muster up a couple of words

"i-i i was going to m-meet up with t-tae"

and was quickly pulled back, with a painful tug at his wrist. the tight hold felt as if it was ripping his skin, the friction causing it to go red. tears pricked at his eyes. it hurt. it hurt a lot and it was because of seokjin. it hurt a lot and it was because seokjin wasn't the seokjin he fell in love with. it hurt a lot because the /pain/ was because of seokjin.

it hurt.

everything hurts.

yoongi let the tears flow, it had been the first time he had cried in front of seokjin. seokjin was there. yoongi was /crying/ in front of him. after realization hit him he quickly shut his eyes. not knowing what would happen. the hold on his wrist loosened. he winced his eyes open sleightly.

he regretted it.

his cheek was met with a slap. it was met with a harsh slap. his eyes widened. he started to quiver.

"red red red red red red red red red red red red  red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red red "

he mumbled the same word over and /over/ again. it was seokjin's turn to be hit with realization. it was their safe word. /red/.

seokjin's phone buzzed.

his phone buzzed and he let go of yoongi and picked it up. his face was blank, the only thing differing was his eyes. his eyes softened. yoongi's mind blazed. it blazed with a multitude of thoughts. he smiled. seokjin seemed to notice as his mouth was set a little ajar before snapping his neck back at his screen. yoongi smiling still in his head. he wondered why he had smiled. he wondered how long it had been since he had seen yoongi smile. but all the thoughts quickly disappeared as soon as his phone buzzed again. 

seokjin didn't see yoongi that night.

♡

seokjin hadn't seen yoongi in a while.

seokjin hadn't seen yoongi in weeks.

seokjin. hasn't. seen. yoongi.

seo kjin   h       asn   't       se   n         yoon gi
                                                e

h
   e

                       has       n't          s 3en 

                                   yoongi.

where did yoongi go? 

♡

seokjin's phone buzzed. it wasn't her. it wasn't her caller id. who was it?

unknown 7:06
red

you 7:06
yoongi?
/read/

♡

[ a/n ] —
uM so i wanted to write this but i forgot to screenshot it at first ?? so i went along with what i'd remembered 'n i don't think its that far off ?? i don't think i established the dom sub relationship well though. i might end up doing this again but i'll still leave this one here. or i'll just do a sequel ??