I have tried feeling human. I took a shower im hopes of feeling like one, but I didn't even feel the water. I opened the blinds in hopes of smiling, but I found myself sighing as the snow outside was too bright. I ate in hopes of feeling alive, but I just got annoyed.
I'm not human. I know it. A human smiles at the things they love. A human laughs when something funny happens. A human feels pain when it's too hot. A human feels full after eating. A human is not supposed to feel themselves dying. Which I'm doing
