The next day I woke up got dressed and walked down stairs. I sat on the coach and closed my eyes. I was taken back from my day dream when Aaron said it was time to go. I got up and headed to the car the car ride was quick as it was only like a five minute drive. When I got to school I did the usual. I got my books and headed to class. I had English so I was luckily with Ella my other best friend I have a lot of best friends. I went up to her and sat down. " so are you going to the costume party this Friday" I said.
"Yh me and Shawn are going I'm belle and he's the beast."
"Aww cute"I said I'm not gunna lie I was jealous I wanted someone but no one wanted me and if they did it just wasn't right.
"What are you going as"she asked
"You will have to wait and see" I smirked. Then the teacher walked in and started the lesson.
The whole day was boring I didn't talk much and as soon as i got home i went to sleep I was tired. When I woke up I was bored so I decided to call Ruth.
Me: hey what you doing
Ruth😆😆: not much how about you
Me: just woke up I'm really bored tho
Ruth😆😆: me too guess what
Me:what
Ruth😆😆:Cameron told me he loved me
Me: shut up no he did not omg I am so happy for you
Ruth😆😆: I know I am so happy
Me:soz talk later I need to go
Ruth😆😆:okay byeI got of the phone and sat there I didn't need to go but I was getting bored of acting. You might think you should be happy for them and o tr am but they know o don't have anyone so why rub it on my face. I know I s just jealousy but I just can't my life is so boring.
Suddenly I heard a knock I got up and opened the door,no one was there. I turned around and I saw tiny stones being thrown at my window I look down to see Hayes I open my window and ask why he's here. He said that he needed someone to talk to because he was lonely. I invited him in and we started to chat. It was feeling told him about my jealousy. He understood but told me that I need to stop because one day I will have someone and they won't and I would want them to cut me so s slack so I should right now. He was just amazing he os great when it comes to advise but he never takes it for himself. Once he left I just nodded of to sleep.
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