I'll Be There (난 어때) (Wonho/Monsta X)

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I woke up at the annoying sound of my alarm and just like everyday I'm  feeling like shit again.

"Will I be better someday?" i sighed.

I took some courage to go out of the warm sheets and bring myself to take a shower. I need to be ready for another day of work as a janitor. Yeah! I know it sounds weird for a 24 year old girl but that's how my life is... a complete misery and I need to make money so I could pay all my bills. I started working a few days ago because i worked at a cafe before but they changed personal so they left me out. I was searching and searching  but i found nothing since a week ago that i read a paper at the convenience store that is near home and it caught my attention. So i immediately called an they set a date to interview me and thats how i got the job. I really don't care how embarrassing a job can be, if it's a good pay just do it and never complain about it.

Next thing after getting myself ready it's breakfast. I can't skip any meals because of my super mega healthy body (*note the sarcasm*) so I can take my medications. That's why everyday is just a pain in the ass to wake up and get out of my bed. I need to make sure everything is ready and in place so I could finally go in peace.

By the way! Did I told where I work? It's on Starship Ent. and everyday is so tiring because that damn place is big, and by the time that i need to be there is no joke though. Its a rule for me to enter the building from behind, collect my cleaning stuff and have cleaned at least the lobby and the main bathrooms so when people start coming it looks nice.

It was hard to get the job? Well no! They need people because it's obvious that this kind of jobs are embarrassing for most of them out there. They think you're nothing or you're nasty because you clean shit. But who cares, at least the CEO accept my resumé and he likes my personality so he really trust me, and it's good for him to have someone who can speak 3 languages, it could be handy. So yeah, that's the only opinion I care for.

Some friends from my country think why im here in Korea. Well they doesn't know that im a kpop fan and my life on my country was a mess because I had a lot of problems with my family so that's why I moved here. I thought I could at least achieve my dream to met my favorite groups. It's funny how we notice all of them but they doesn't notice us, well thats what i think. But that's how life works.

My real name is Mary since im a foreign girl but my korean name is Lee Mi Rae. At first I had to get used to people calling me like that but now im okay with it. It's my third year living here and im pretty comfortable now. Some people always manage to make fun of my looks but I don't care, i like my body and my short height. Im happy because I have my own apartment, it's not a big one but I have all my stuff there. I have a great neighbor and is a cool friend too who always help me since he says it's dangerous to be all by myself. It makes me laugh because he take care of me more than my family has ever done. I consider him like a big brother. He had helped me to improve my korean in exchange for spanish lessons and food, yeah he's like that, but he's the cutest. His name is Kim Ji Hyung and I debt him my life... hehe. I don't know how to repay him.

Everyday when I come home it's very late because i need to wait to most people to go home or at least go to bed so I could finish the moping and cleaning the important sections of the building like the dance practice rooms and places like that. So when I finally reach my apartment is almost 1:00 AM and I need to put everything in place at home too so it looks good. Im so happy to have Ji Hyung because most of the time he left food at the door knob so I could eat something. So that's how my main routine looks like.

"Could I have a good day?" I sighed again.

Let's see how it goes today...

*Maybe it's already boring, idk lol
What do you guys think?
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