Accidental love (a Sqampy fanfiction){completed}

~9~

For the rest of the week I didn't see Stampy at school. Maybe that's a bit better. But, I did start to get a bit worried. He texted me every day but I just ignored it. He stopped yesterday. Ok now I'm very worried. I opened my phone to see his texts. I couldn't believe what I saw.
Cheater: Sqaishey I understand you are mad at me and that's understandable but it's not what it looked like.
Cheater: please Sqaishey I can see that you are reading my messages please stop ignoring me.
Cheater: I LOVE YOU I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU
Cheater: please just come see me I'll tell you what happened.
Cheater: or at least a phone call?
Cheater: please I will not give up on you that easily
Cheater: why are you doing this to me?
Cheater: I LOVE YOU DONT YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?!
Cheater: why should I keep on living if the love of my life doesn't care about me.
Cheater: I should just disappear
Cheater: bye Bethany Bates
I burst into tears when I saw the last message. I have to go to his house. Hopefully it's not too late. I ran to his house tripping every now and then. I was finally at the door and I started banging on it. Tears were still rolling down my cheeks. A pale, skinny figure opened the door. The gorgeous curly hair was everywhere. I looked at him with horror. "STAMPY!" I screamed and wrapped my arms around him. Did he eat anything ever since we broke up? He hugged me back. I looked up at him, he looked so pale, his eyes had really dark bags under then, he had a really long beard as well. "Stampy I'm so sorry. It's my fault you look like that." He didn't say anything he just kept quiet. He started to silently cry. "I thought you didn't care about me anymore." He said. "Stamps, let's go to my house and get you a bit sorted and then we can talk." I grabbed his arm and we made our way to my house. Stampy looked at me in confusion since my apartment looked different since the last time he was here. He went and took a shower and shaved. He came out and already looked much better, but he was still seriously pale. "Stampy did you eat anything?!" He shook his head. "YOU DIDNT EAT ANYTHING SINCE MONDAY?!" He shook his head again. I ran up to him and hugged him tightly. Then I ran to the kitchen to make something quickly. I made some spaghetti, cuz I'm a fancy ducky, I gave it to stamps. "Tell me, what exactly happened between you and that girl?" He looked up at me with sadness in his eyes. "Everything that happened between us was a mistake." He said in a weak voice. "Well, I was in the corridor with my friends. Nicole went to you and Amy when Anike came over." He kept taking deep breaths between words. "She came up to me and started saying something stupid. I kept telling her I have a girlfriend but she didn't care. She kept pulling me closer towards her, until she kissed me but I didn't kiss her back though. And then you know what happened next." He had tears forming in his eyes, he looked down and continued eating his food. I felt so guilty about what I did, and what state he gotten himself into. I suddenly noticed something on his wrists. There were cuts. "I'll be right back." I went to the bathroom to grab a razor. I came back and sat in front of him. I put the razor into my wrist and started making lines with it. Stampy grabbed my hand and shouted "what are you doing?!" I looked up at him I lightly twisted his wrist. "If you self harm I'll do the same. If you stop self harming yourself I will stop too." He grabbed to sharp tool out of my hand and threw it in the trash bin. "Promise me to never cut." He held my hand. "Only if you promise that as well." I replied to him. "I promise." He said. I smiled. I then realised that if I didn't come over to his house, he could've starved himself to death. "Stampy, why did you get yourself into this state?" I wiped a tear from my cheek after studying him. "I felt worthless, useless. I felt like I wasn't needed by anyone. Losing you was like, losing a part of myself. I might've treated you wrongly at first but, deep inside I loved you and didn't want to harm you at all. I always loved you Sqaishey but I was afraid you didn't feel the same towards me. And I know what you will ask, why did I continue to bully you when I knew I had feelings for you. Well, long story short I didn't want to show my weakness. But when I saw what you were doing to yourself because of me, I had to stop. I was hurting the girl that I loved." I saw he was tearing up. "And then the girl that you loved hurt you." We went to the couch and I buried my head in his chest, or should I say in his rib cage. He wrapped his bony arms around my body. "I'm so sorry." I burst into tears when those words came out of my mouth. "I love you don't forget that." He said weakly and fell asleep. I went to my bedroom to get a blanket to put over him. I looked at him, he looked like a zombie. I buried myself next to him, I noticed a little smile creep on his face while he wrapped his arm around my waist. His smile faded away and I just buried myself more into his ribs.

We woke up 2 or 3 hours later. It was starting to get dark. Stampy looked a lot better even though he slept 2 hours. "Stampy, I was thinking. Maybe we should move in together." He looked over in my direction. "So you aren't angry at me anymore?" I smiled. "No, it wasn't your fault." He smiled and hugged me really tightly. I grabbed my laptop and showed him a tab with homes. "I was looking through them before we broke up. Luckily I forgot to close the tabs." He placed a soft kiss on my cheek. "So does that mean you wanna date again?" He smiled, I smiled back and nodded my head. He grabbed my chin, gently, and twisted my head so that I was facing him. He pulled me closer to him and connected our lips together. When we pulled away I said, "I love you." And smiled. "I love you too." He replied. I suddenly remembered his texts. "Wait you said I was the love of you life." He smiled and nodded. "Because, you are." He said and softly kissed my lips.
*2 weeks later*
Stampy decided that for now he will move into my apartment. He started to look more like a human than a zombie. It was our last day of school. Anike wasn't around us too much, which was kind of surprising. We went to school, Stampy did not let go of my hand for some reason. "Stamps what's wrong with you?" I asked concerned. "I don't want to lose you again." He had sadness in his voice. He's recently become more afraid in school after the last incident that took place 2 weeks ago. We were graduating today which meant, that we don't have any lessons. We were just walking around the school, Stampy went to see his friends. I suddenly felt someone grab my arm and twist me around. (Also here I might add I was alone, Amy wasn't with me nor Nicole). It was Anike. "He should be mine miss Bethany Bates." She gave me a glare. I just rolled my eyes then noticed Amy in the background. I pushed next to Anike to go to Amy but, she grabbed me. "DO NOT ROLL YOUR EYES AND THEN IGNORE ME BATES!" She shouted. I ripped out of her grip. "JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND GET YOURSELF SOMEONE!" I was starting to get really mad. "YOU TOOK AWAY THE GUY I LOVED!" She screamed. "Too bad." I said in a sarcastic tone. Amy started running towards me. Anike grabbed my arm and started pulled me somewhere. I kept trying to rip out of her grip, but she kept tightening it. Finally, I felt someone get me out of her grip. It was Stampy with Amy. Anike screamed and ran away. I rolled my eyes and gave both of them a hug. "See you should've never left me." Stampy giggled. "Yeah yeah." I laughed. "Are you alright?!" Amy said while studying my arm. "She just grabbed my arm really tightly, which really hurt." Stampy looked down at me and gave me a small kiss on my forehead. "Sqaishey, you have a really bad bruise on your arm." Amy said, while showing me a dark purple patch on my arm. "Stampy, I am going to quickly take her to the bathroom to get her sorted. We'll be back soon don't worry." She smiled. Stampy nodded and left us. We went to the girls bathroom where Amy started to cover up my bruise with her foundation. "Wow this stuff is strong." I said. She just giggled. "Ok you're good. After the ceremony we have to straight away wash it off because, it isn't healthy for you to have something covering your bruise." She said. "Ok I understand, now let's go." I said. We made our way to the field. I saw the guys in their black dress things. I also saw my mom and dad looking at me. I smiled towards them, hoping they won't see my bruise. I walked up to stamps and gave him a hug. He kissed my forehead. I noticed my parents were waving together me to walk over to them. So I did. "Hi Beth, we haven't seen each other in ages." My mom said, I just giggled. "So how are things going with Joe?" I smiled and looked over to Stampy who was talking with his friends. "Things are really good, we did have a break but that was a misunderstanding."