Everything Comes Back to You // Niall Horan

This is FOR YOU. (2)

This is For You // Chapter 2

Present // NOW

So I knew upon writing this, he is gonna read it. As a matter of fact this is for him. Well Niall, here is my explanation. We both messed up. Hell, I messed up pretty bad. But the thing is, you also messed up. You're gonna learn why you messed up later, but for now, lets go back to 2004.

Where this all began....

2004

"This is a load of crap!" I scream at my mom. I'm 10 years old. 10 freaking years old. WHY? WHY DO I HAVE TO MOVE ALL THE WAY ACROSS THE WORLD?

"Honey, I can't explain but so many times! Your Dad is getting an amazing job offer, you will literally be able to have anything, I mean anything," Mom tries to convincingly state. 

This seriously cannot be happening. I won't let it happen.

"Can't I please move in with Grandma & Grandpa? You KNOW they won't mind!" I beg, emphasizing on the word know. I was their favorite grandchild. They wouldn't say no even if they wanted too.

"No you can't. We would miss you so much!" Mom states. Okay I would miss her too. I just have no idea what I am gonna do without all of my friends. Josie, Rebecca, and me are like three peas in pod?!

This is gonna be so hard. So hard. Adjusting to their accents? Am I even gonna be able to understand what they say?

As I slowly pack up my clothes and things, I reminisce on memories in the only home I have ever known.

I look at the huge "B" on my wall. I drew that when i was 2. Daddy never had time to fix it, so it just stayed there.

I look at the random posters of figure skaters I have on my walls. Does Ireland even have ice skating rinks?

I don't even know where in Ireland I am moving. Are there cities in Ireland? Where is Ireland even at on the world globe?

I have been packing for this stupid country for 5 months now. I started in February. Mom told me we would be moving late June to early July.

It's now June 17th and we have already shipped the majority of our belongings to this new house in Ireland. The only bonus of this move is that I get all NEW furniture. That is the only thing I am excited about.

Present // NOW

I didn't realize that moving here was gonna be as easy as it was. I was expecting to be miserable. Make no friends or anything, but that is exactly what didn't happen. The first day we moved into this new home, in this new country, I realized how amazing Ireland was. Another thing I realized, well, it was you Niall. I realized you.

2004

Our home is weird here. Its like houses connected next to each other. We have a little backyard. Mom has been talking about getting a dog.

I finally found out the name of this town. Mullingar. Mullingar, Ireland. We aren't even near a beach. I love the beach.

A bonus about this town is there is an ice skating rink about an hour way. A longer drive than I am used too, but at least there is one.