Everything Comes Back to You // Niall Horan

So Niall... (3)

Present // NOW

So Niall, how have you been? I haven't talked to you in ages. Do you remember the first day of school when it was raining and I cried because I was so scared.

2004

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! Gonna be the best day ever.. NOT! It is freaking pouring down rain. That is never a good sign. NEVER. It's thundering and lightening and I am literally terrified.

Right now we only have one car because Mom can't decide on a car to buy. Dad left 1 hour ago to get to Dublin at 8AM. Its now 7AM. I am all ready for school with no way to get there.

It's the first day of school so let me give you my outfit of the day (obviously)! I am wearing twinkle toes with holy jeans. My shirt has a gorgeous butterfly. My Grandma bought it for me. I miss her so much. I miss our shopping trips and trips to the rink. She was the reason I skated.

I look at the tall mirror in my light purple room. Purple has always been my favorite color. I listen to a loud lightening strike hit the ground.

As I'm looking the mirror and big tears well in my eyes. I cannot cry right now. I seriously cannot cry. I have to be at school in 30 minutes and meet a bunch of people I don't know. Niall won't even be in my class.

The first tear falls as I hear someone running up the stairs. I quickly wipe it and Niall's Irish accent rings threw my ears.

"Blaire, Mum said we have to take you to school because of—hey are you okay?" he interrupts himself when he sees me.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Why?" I lie to Niall. He can't see through my lies yet. He doesn't know me well enough. I think to myself.

"Listen I can totally tell you are lying. I have only known you a month and I know you are a bad liar. Tell me whats on your mind," he looks at me like he cares.

"If I told you, I would have to kill you," I simply state. He can't know I'm terrified of thunderstorms. I will seem like a wimp.

"You are afraid of the storm aren't you?" He asked quietly. How could he know? I didn't even hint it.

"No..." I tell him very convincingly until lightening strikes again. I screamed. Very loudly might I add.

"Come here Blaire," he walks towards me. Okay what is he doing. Is he gonna pick on me me? What in the world?

Then the thing I least expected to happen, happened. Niall gave me the biggest hug in the entire world. It was the best hug I have ever had. I felt so loved. He didn't let go until I did.

Present // NOW

Niall, it was that moment I realized I could not lose you. You were amazing. You still are. Touring the world with that awesome boy band. Yeah, I keep up. I miss you so much. I can't believe I let you slip through my fingers like I did. But, it wasn't all me. You may never realize what you did, but I had to separate myself from you. It was for my own mental health. They said it would be for the best. It's not time for you to know about this yet though. It's way too soon. I still have so many of my favorite and least favorite memories to tell you.

Like that one time we dyed your hair blonde for the first time. It was at the end of 5th grade. We got dye all over the bedspread.

2005

Niall and I just got back from the store. We are about to bleach his hair blonde. Neither of us have done this before, but we seriously can't wait.

As we walk in the house we say hi to Maura. She smiles and asks us what we are up to.

"Mum, I'm dying my hair blonde!" Niall very excitingly tells her.

"Niall, are you sure this is a good idea? Please don't make a mess," Maura states.

"We got this," I tell her confidently as we walk up the stairs. I know we have this under control. It seriously cannot be that hard to dye his hair blonde. It is gonna be a piece of cake.

2 hours later we have Niall's hair bleached and well his comforter bleached too. The once navy blue comforter is now a light/yellowish blue.

"Your mom is gonna kill you Niall!" I yell at him. She trusted us to be able to handle this and we seriously cannot even do that. What the heck.

Present // NOW

Niall that was the first time your mum yelled at us. She yelled for 5 seconds and then laughed. She thought it was hilarious we managed to die your covers. I remember hearing your laugh really clearly that day. I remember thinking to myself how much i loved your laugh. Niall, while reading this, please remember: I still love you like I did that day you left for X-Factor. That is part of the reason I had to let you go.

\\ AN //

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