A public diary. started: 2.12.18

Only you

I continuously give into you when you're mad

Never can I be the one that is mad

Only you

You get this look of anger and I get this feeling of.

Abandonment

Abandonment

Abandonment is such a deep expression for something so small

Something so small that I shouldn't be worried about

I ask why you're mad and all I see are three dots running on above your head

Each dot representing a reason why I see you leaving

Dot

Dot

Dot

When I'm given the silent treatment from you I feel unloved

Unwanted

Unwanted

Unwanted could be used to fill one of those three
dots

You say it's how you cope with anger from your past

But I can't help but think it's how you keep yourself

From leaving me.