A public diary. started: 2.12.18

Biggest

I'm the biggest fuck up. Idk why I did what I did. I hate it. I for real feel like I loose everyone that slowly comes into my life and makes a huge impact just because of my impulsive actions. I just want things right. And I'm trying my hardest. I think I'm truly a fuck up like a walking breathing fuck up. I just want things right and I've cried to sleep every night this week. Just because I'm scared and I'm so in love but I. Fuck. Up. I feel like deleting all my social media to get my head straight and fix the one and only thing I care about